justprompts Defiant
I know there are those who would see me as defiant. I know for a fact that he would. He would see me as the woman who defies everything that I shouldn't. I defy being told that I cannot be with him, and I defy that I shouldn't be with him.
Being with him has never been a challenge or a goal...it's been something essential. Is my entire life built around being with him?
Yes.
Am I ashamed of that, or sorry for it? No. Absolutely not. We, as people, strive for the ultimate happiness...the thing that is just out of our reach. I defy that my ultimate happiness is out of my reach. I defy the unattainable.
I know what love is, and whether it is accepted or not...whether I'm allowed to give it freely to him or not...it is inside of me, and I feel that.
I've given him my heart, and I'd gladly give him my soul and every drop of blood in my veins if he wanted it. It would be nothing to me, and I know that terrifies him.
Do I have the strength to be alone? Yes, I know that I do.
But, I defy it. I will not be alone, and I will not be a willing slave to perceived 'safety'. I know what I want.
It's him...and it always will be.
Being with him has never been a challenge or a goal...it's been something essential. Is my entire life built around being with him?
Yes.
Am I ashamed of that, or sorry for it? No. Absolutely not. We, as people, strive for the ultimate happiness...the thing that is just out of our reach. I defy that my ultimate happiness is out of my reach. I defy the unattainable.
I know what love is, and whether it is accepted or not...whether I'm allowed to give it freely to him or not...it is inside of me, and I feel that.
I've given him my heart, and I'd gladly give him my soul and every drop of blood in my veins if he wanted it. It would be nothing to me, and I know that terrifies him.
Do I have the strength to be alone? Yes, I know that I do.
But, I defy it. I will not be alone, and I will not be a willing slave to perceived 'safety'. I know what I want.
It's him...and it always will be.