Jul 14, 2004 08:49
Brr man. This office is CHILLY today. I mean SUUUUPER cold. It sucks.
Man, last night was so much fun... Went to the Counting Crows concert at the casino - and I am tired as SHIT today. I knew I would be. I skipped golf league to go even! That's a rarity, for me to miss golf. But, playing hasn't even been as fun lately as it used to, anyway, just because I've been in such a rut and I can't seem to get my ass out of it. Usually I get out of it after a little time, but this time seems to be taking longer, and it truly does suck. So, skipping league was well worth it. Plus it gave me time to hang out with Heather and Jamie, who I never see anymore. Well I see Heather, only because of work, but even that is few & far between... So I'm glad I decided to go. :)
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So yeah, it's like 11:00 now (reasons why coming soon) so I 'll just write a quick update before I have to go do errands...
Anyway, life has been weird for me lately. Not in a BAD way, necessarily, but it's just been... weird. I've had some pretty crazy conversations, lately, with people and they have been very... informative. Finding out lots of new and interesting info. Been making some pretty bold decisions as of late, too... And it feels kinda good. I mean hey, ya only live once, right? As far as can be seen anyway... So risk taking is a must if ya want to keep your sanity - just because then you won't always be thinking in the back (or in the forefront, for that matter) of your mind "What if?" had you not taken any risks when you had the chance... So go me for taking risks and not being a panzy-ass... :) I will elaborate when there is more time... Right now, I have to go smoke, get checks, an get the mail - just having searched for a lost file at work for the last 2 hours was insanely stressful, and even though we found it, my nerves are shot, so it'sh time for a shmoke.
Mmm mmm mmm