Can't you see that it's just raining? There's no need to go outside.
Ryan and I hung out yesterday and honestly, although it's been like, forever since we've talked in person, it felt like we picked up right where we left off. Something I've always admired about him is his ability to smile through everything going on around him. Hanging out with him always puts me in a good mood even if my life is falling apart completely. He's a genuine and sometimes painfully honest friend and I hope hanging out with him becomes a more frequent event.
I'm so over this disgusting semi-cold, sometimes hot weather. It's annoying me. I live in Florida and I'm ready to start heading to the beach every weekend. I swear, my dream is to move to Hawaii with my proverbial children and husband so I can live in my bikini and walk on the sand every morning... and still listen to my ghetto music. lol.
Last night, the Rooms and I watched Scooby Doo. I have to say that I'm truly thankful that Angela is coming out of her shell. She's actually a cool person once she starts talking. lol. I don't dig the quiet people all that much. I'm too loud and quirky for the "strong, silent type". Maybe that's why I can't keep a man. lol.
Speaking of, Ryan and I were talking about how he's ready to settle down; how the idea of finding that one special person and spending his entire life with her excites him. To be completely truthful, just listening to him talk about commitment and how sure he was that he wanted to settle down if the girl was right made me nervous. I can't even imagine being with one person for the rest of my life. I mean, it really scares me to think, "This is my life. I'm going to wake up next to this man everyday and have coffee with him pretty much indefinitely. Every morning. No matter what."
It's true that I'm scared of change. So while the idea of being with one person forever is somewhat comforting, it also freaks me out. What is it that Ryan used to say when we were kids? The future freaks me out. Yes, I have to agree. The future freaks me out. What if it doesn't work out? What if I change? What if he changes? What if one of us dies? What if one of us falls out of love? True, thus is life but why not be happy, do what you love, and make great friends along the way? Isn't that equally as fulfilling without all the heartbreak?
*talking to Anthony via text message*
Anthony: I just figured out that I'm a sexy bitch.
me: Um... how'd you discover that?
Anthony: I got out of the shower and looked in the mirror.
me: ... you're an idiot.
I'm so over this disgusting semi-cold, sometimes hot weather. It's annoying me. I live in Florida and I'm ready to start heading to the beach every weekend. I swear, my dream is to move to Hawaii with my proverbial children and husband so I can live in my bikini and walk on the sand every morning... and still listen to my ghetto music. lol.
Last night, the Rooms and I watched Scooby Doo. I have to say that I'm truly thankful that Angela is coming out of her shell. She's actually a cool person once she starts talking. lol. I don't dig the quiet people all that much. I'm too loud and quirky for the "strong, silent type". Maybe that's why I can't keep a man. lol.
Speaking of, Ryan and I were talking about how he's ready to settle down; how the idea of finding that one special person and spending his entire life with her excites him. To be completely truthful, just listening to him talk about commitment and how sure he was that he wanted to settle down if the girl was right made me nervous. I can't even imagine being with one person for the rest of my life. I mean, it really scares me to think, "This is my life. I'm going to wake up next to this man everyday and have coffee with him pretty much indefinitely. Every morning. No matter what."
It's true that I'm scared of change. So while the idea of being with one person forever is somewhat comforting, it also freaks me out. What is it that Ryan used to say when we were kids? The future freaks me out. Yes, I have to agree. The future freaks me out. What if it doesn't work out? What if I change? What if he changes? What if one of us dies? What if one of us falls out of love? True, thus is life but why not be happy, do what you love, and make great friends along the way? Isn't that equally as fulfilling without all the heartbreak?
*talking to Anthony via text message*
Anthony: I just figured out that I'm a sexy bitch.
me: Um... how'd you discover that?
Anthony: I got out of the shower and looked in the mirror.
me: ... you're an idiot.