Look down my road and it leads to you.
I find myself somewhat baffled by the idea of someone proclaiming the hatred of another person and yet... they continually speak to each other. They're each others' mutual "friend" and on the other hand they will expound on their passionate hate for one another. It knocks my socks off. Quite honestly? It's so Ridgewood. Doesn't come to a shock to me when I really put some deep thought into it. People don't ever change, especially those from around here. Why should they be any different?
I'm going to visit my mom and dad this weekend before they move to Indiana for good. I know that I'm all grown up now and have been living very much on my own for the better part of two years but I still can't help but feel like my world is falling apart. Like Laura-Jean says, "She'll always be your Mommy," I still feel like I'm losing her. I mean, when I think that I won't be able to see them (as far as I can tell for now) until Christmas, I just want to die. I mean, yeah, we don't live in the same town right now, but seriously, Naples is half a day's drive away. I could drive there and back and still have a good majority of the day left. Rochester, Indiana is ridiculously far away from me. At least it seems that way.
I feel bad about my fight with Rich. It's just so small and ridiculous that I feel like maybe there was something that I could have said to patch things up. But really, HE'S the one that jumped down my throat. Not the other way around. He wasn't the first person to misconstrue what I've said and I'm sure he won't be the last. I just really miss hanging out with him. He was fun. And he made me laugh. And now we're doing this weird fight tango and I don't like it. I want my friend back.
I'm going to visit my mom and dad this weekend before they move to Indiana for good. I know that I'm all grown up now and have been living very much on my own for the better part of two years but I still can't help but feel like my world is falling apart. Like Laura-Jean says, "She'll always be your Mommy," I still feel like I'm losing her. I mean, when I think that I won't be able to see them (as far as I can tell for now) until Christmas, I just want to die. I mean, yeah, we don't live in the same town right now, but seriously, Naples is half a day's drive away. I could drive there and back and still have a good majority of the day left. Rochester, Indiana is ridiculously far away from me. At least it seems that way.
I feel bad about my fight with Rich. It's just so small and ridiculous that I feel like maybe there was something that I could have said to patch things up. But really, HE'S the one that jumped down my throat. Not the other way around. He wasn't the first person to misconstrue what I've said and I'm sure he won't be the last. I just really miss hanging out with him. He was fun. And he made me laugh. And now we're doing this weird fight tango and I don't like it. I want my friend back.