Almost something

Sep 17, 2005 11:18

Other than playing bloody knuckles with myself, I have developed some what of another habit, where periodically I will punch myself in the chest really hard. It usually happens when I have a heart palpitation. Then I think, "Yeah, do it again, but this time make it hurt, mother fucker"... There's only two things that could be wrong with me and I've narrowed it down. It's either a bad case of anxiety or diabetes. Oh JOY of all joys...

My uncle killed his self about 5 days ago. Uncle Jody...He wasn't my blood Uncle, but he was the only person I didn't mind being myself around at family functions and stuff. Yes, I was on the computer late at night because, yet another anxiety attack was keeping me awake....at about 12:30 at night the phone rings. A couple of minutes later my parents come in here and say, "We're going to Aunt Kim's house, Jody just killed his self". I'm thinking, "What the fuck? What the fuck is this?!"

My parents sold the van to my brother. However, there's a possibility I could get it back because I might be getting a job Monday or Tuesday. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. You should cross your's too.

Daniel? I promised you a poster about 2 years ago and I haven't forgotten about it. While I don't yet have it, I do have a pic right here for you. I never forgot, man.


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