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i have no idea where to start writing...
i had an amazing birthday, i love my friends so much. thank you :]
me, ashley and timmy went with lee yesterday to take him to school but he ended up coming back with us but hes leaving on friday.
i'm so sad i cannot stop crying. timmy is leaving on the first, also me and justins two year anniversary. i'm going to miss timmy so much. i'm so scared for him, i know he will succeed so i'm glad hes going but i really dont want him to leave me. and lee is leaving too and i know he will be sad he's there but hes going to do good things in life by going. i love those boys.
anyways, ... justin... i'm so glad me and him are friends. i can tell him anything. once lee and timmy leave i will be hanging out with him more. i love being around him. i'm really worried about his life though, and him. i want him to be safe, i dont know what i would do if anything ever happened to him. thats the one thing that probably scares me the most. people dying. so please, everyone that loves me. be safe so i dont have worry about you.
and i'm so glad that ashley is doing better. better than she was about sam. i love you so much pink, everything will be okay, i promise. i can feel it.. even if you dont end up with sam you'll find someone. and we'll both be happy someday. things will get better... this is probably one of the roughest times of our lives and we'll get through it together.
olivia is also leaving. and i love her so much, i'm going to miss being around her crazy mexican ass. i'm so scared of what might happen when she goes back to vegas. PLEASE be safe and make good choices. think about us everyday, we love you soo soo soo much.
i need to stop now.. basically nonstop crying for days now. its horrible. make me happy :[
i had an amazing birthday, i love my friends so much. thank you :]
me, ashley and timmy went with lee yesterday to take him to school but he ended up coming back with us but hes leaving on friday.
i'm so sad i cannot stop crying. timmy is leaving on the first, also me and justins two year anniversary. i'm going to miss timmy so much. i'm so scared for him, i know he will succeed so i'm glad hes going but i really dont want him to leave me. and lee is leaving too and i know he will be sad he's there but hes going to do good things in life by going. i love those boys.
anyways, ... justin... i'm so glad me and him are friends. i can tell him anything. once lee and timmy leave i will be hanging out with him more. i love being around him. i'm really worried about his life though, and him. i want him to be safe, i dont know what i would do if anything ever happened to him. thats the one thing that probably scares me the most. people dying. so please, everyone that loves me. be safe so i dont have worry about you.
and i'm so glad that ashley is doing better. better than she was about sam. i love you so much pink, everything will be okay, i promise. i can feel it.. even if you dont end up with sam you'll find someone. and we'll both be happy someday. things will get better... this is probably one of the roughest times of our lives and we'll get through it together.
olivia is also leaving. and i love her so much, i'm going to miss being around her crazy mexican ass. i'm so scared of what might happen when she goes back to vegas. PLEASE be safe and make good choices. think about us everyday, we love you soo soo soo much.
i need to stop now.. basically nonstop crying for days now. its horrible. make me happy :[