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i hit a wall this weekend.
"hitting a wall" is cool group home employee lingo meaning "loose your mind"
i used to go to work and feel like i was making a difference
i used to ask myself "how could what im doing right now be more therapeutic for these kids?"
i used to be creative
i used to read bedtime storys, i would feel bad if i forgot or was too busy,
i was at a meeting today and one of my supervisor was talking to me about "home work fact time" (last year i used to bribe the kids with candy if they would learn one new fact during home work time)
im too poor to buy the candy
im not the person i used to be, i want to chop up the children with a samurai sword
SEEKING EMPLOYMENT
"hitting a wall" is cool group home employee lingo meaning "loose your mind"
i used to go to work and feel like i was making a difference
i used to ask myself "how could what im doing right now be more therapeutic for these kids?"
i used to be creative
i used to read bedtime storys, i would feel bad if i forgot or was too busy,
i was at a meeting today and one of my supervisor was talking to me about "home work fact time" (last year i used to bribe the kids with candy if they would learn one new fact during home work time)
im too poor to buy the candy
im not the person i used to be, i want to chop up the children with a samurai sword
SEEKING EMPLOYMENT