Dec 24, 2007 22:38
I don't know why... it's not even like it's my holiday or anything like that. But...
I guess I can't help thinking about them. About father and mother... Tear, Natalia, Jade... everyone we've left behind. It'd be nice to be able to see them again, during something like this. I think they'd probably really like it. Tear might've even sung for everyone. That would've been pretty nice.
Though, if seeing them again means that they'd have to... well, I don't want that to happen, either. Hm.
I wonder how they are, though. How everyone is from back home, really. But... the more I do this, the more I'm keeping myself away from people, too. I've been staying to myself a lot lately, ever since I decided to move; I probably need to get out, be around people again. I mean, that's part of what this is supposed to be about, right? Yeah...
Maybe, even though it's not my holiday, I can still kind of make it mine, anyway. Who knows.
[OOC: Merry Christmas Eve, everyone, and happy three months for Template~!]
‡ auldrant (natalia l.k. lanvaldear),
† diary,
‡ auldrant (jade curtiss),
† christmas,
‡ auldrant (mother),
‡ auldrant (father),
‡ auldrant (tear grants)