Why Is It I Can Never Pay Attention In Class?????
Oh I know! Because I have too much crap running through my head....
Sometimes I just need to write (ok all the time).
Here's something I jotted down awhile ago in English lecture LOL
(Yet To Be Titled... Any Ideas?)
Oh that those fleeting moments should return,
Where I discovered my heart could open again and let someone else in....
Oh that I should find you now and show you what I've learned,
Could we then ever hope to begin?
Begin, where we left off... somewhere in between ackward silences and deep conversations... Our connections brought me joy, your prescence brought me peace beyond contention.
I sometimes find myself driving past that old familiar place,
where I spoke the words I'll forever relive & where I saw the look of loving despair upon your face.
Was there a true love that we never acted upon? I know that some part was true.Though we hardly knew each other at all, there was one thing that I knew.
I knew you felt me somehow, I saw your soul when I looked in your eyes,
And though it was so long ago, I still remember much, to my surprise.
I'm surprised how deep you touched me, those precious few words that I hold dear, I utter your praises aboundless still, though they fall upon a dream's deaf ear.
Where are you, my mysterious lover, that I never got to love that day?
I wish that I could find you, or that your memories may be whisked away.
I held on for so long to love you, and I guess part of me is still waiting today....
Sometimes I just need to write (ok all the time).
Here's something I jotted down awhile ago in English lecture LOL
(Yet To Be Titled... Any Ideas?)
Oh that those fleeting moments should return,
Where I discovered my heart could open again and let someone else in....
Oh that I should find you now and show you what I've learned,
Could we then ever hope to begin?
Begin, where we left off... somewhere in between ackward silences and deep conversations... Our connections brought me joy, your prescence brought me peace beyond contention.
I sometimes find myself driving past that old familiar place,
where I spoke the words I'll forever relive & where I saw the look of loving despair upon your face.
Was there a true love that we never acted upon? I know that some part was true.Though we hardly knew each other at all, there was one thing that I knew.
I knew you felt me somehow, I saw your soul when I looked in your eyes,
And though it was so long ago, I still remember much, to my surprise.
I'm surprised how deep you touched me, those precious few words that I hold dear, I utter your praises aboundless still, though they fall upon a dream's deaf ear.
Where are you, my mysterious lover, that I never got to love that day?
I wish that I could find you, or that your memories may be whisked away.
I held on for so long to love you, and I guess part of me is still waiting today....