May 20, 2004 20:15
Go on strike the weekend before memorial day weekend! Yeah this whole strike thing that SBC workers are doing is so retarded. I mean a four day strike, really though what is the point of it? Oh yeah and the fact that we have to start taking calls tomorrow after like a week of training when it is supposed to be a 12 week training is just beyond ridiculous if you ask me. I want to do the best job I can but seriously, how when I can't even access the stupid system i need? Oh well lets hope everything goes well and that this strike ends soon...cause the only good thing about it is that we get off early (yeah we also start earlier but I dont really mind all that much).
Megan you are a dork for not inviting me to happy hour, i could have so used a drink today especially after that stupid girl from work pissed me off. I mean who the hell is she to tell ME that I am out of dress code when she is out of dress code at least once a week too? Plus my outfit was cute today, unlike hers (I had on a black skirt that is longer in the back and short in front with lace trim and my Every Time I Die shirt which i cut to be off the shoulder on one side). I dont know why I let everyone get to me, i know its bad but I just cant help it sometimes. I really need to find a way to make it stop, like just stop showing emotions to these people that don't deserve my attention...ok that sounded egocentrical but you know what i mean...
Crush report...I like him so much and i hate that! I haven't crushed on someone (knowing that nothing will ever happen)like this since high school. Jesus I need to find someone else to crush on (that doesnt live out of state).
BTW I dont think I mentioned it but a certain guy from California is a really good kisser...too bad I prob wont see him for a while, but we'll see what happens then..