Jan 14, 2007 22:19
I'm sure everyones had those moments... you know, that ones where you just suddenly feel as though you're entire life is fallin apart around you, piece by piece, and theres really nothing you can do about it. No matter how hard you try to be unpessimistic it just doesnt happen... and you find urself searching for answers. Answers, mostly about the furture. Asking yourself where the hell you go now, where you'll end up; luckily you get through it though, you thank your lucky stars and somehow things just work out alright. Now, to me, its fate. I believe that things happen for a reason, and I know not everyone believes that... so for the people who dont idk exactly what you do, but believing it fate somehow gives me that strength that extra little umph.. to get on with my life and to get through the day; it's what tucks me into bed every night. The truth is that no matter how dark or awful things appear they're always going to be okay, because nothings final but death and taxes. I love my boyfriend, more then anything... I hope he knows that. Because right now, I can't remember being happier, cept maybe when I was 5 and I got to play with my best friends doll (the ones that you can feed and the food disapeared, yeah I wanted one more then anything but thats not the point...) I'm so glad that I got out of that huge hole in my life, because I was drownin in a puddle of my own depression and tears. So god bless that broken road that lead me straight to you, because idk what i'd do without you...