summer romance . . <3

[sw3et_x_secret]

WARNING: IF YOU HAVE A BOII FREIND: DO NOT READ THIS!

alright, this is how i feel! =;[ . . . loney! UGH!!!!!!!! i really hate this!! and yes, some people do know that i want somebodyy older, i really dont know whyy, i just do! i think i just feel so conferterable? i dunno, i cant think of that word, asked sam to help but she said contemplative

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[mariahcareyfan4]

Jessica, look. I know you're lonely and i am too, but then again i have so much more to look foward to then who my next BF is gonna be! For instance, my music, my writing, and family, friends, and US! You are what keeps me going really, other than Mariah, and, i dont know how to say it. You are just really uplifting and have a really uplifting effect on me and my life. Whenever i feel like shit i just literally have to talk to you and in less then a minute you say something that makes me smile! I have NEVER EVER met a person that could do that - until i met you. So i wanna thank you for everything you've done for me - most things you did you probably dont even realize. You always continue to inspire me and you taught me to never give up and never stop believing in myself. Now i can truly believe in myself because i know that YOU believe in ME. You have really opened me up and i've grown so much from you, and i've learned more about myself. I found who i really am in you and thats why we'll be best friends forever. You also taught me to never doubt my faith because God is always there - and i remember you telling me that if it werent for me tellin you that God was always there you dont know what you'd be like but its really the other way around! Gosh, I love you sooo much Jessia, and if you need a guy still . . well, i hope you find the RiGHT one. Maybe God is just waiting for the PERFECT one to come around. Like a Nick & Jessica kinda thing.

[sw3et_x_secret]

wow-speachless!! laughing and crying at the same time!!!! im lonely yes, but at times, i just want my freedom and i can care less about a guyy! i dunno, my heart is confused! =[ when i go up to orlando and if i see billy, i REALLY wannna talk to him cuz last night i had a dream that they invented these new buses and it took me to billys house where his sister, mother, my mom were there! now, they were re-doing there house or moivng, dunno lol and i went into billys room and just looked at pictures of him when he was younger and i went in the closet, dont no whyy but i just really wanna meet him!!! AHH! i keep you going? damn, we . . like everything, have the same deises!! cuz you keep me going as well!! you REALLY have put god in my life, cuz of you, i pray all the time now!! lsat night, when i was praying, i was feaking falling alsleep on god cuz i like talking to him! im SOOOOOOO happy to hear that by me sayng: sam, i dont understand . . . how come lizzareds could walk on the celling but us, humans, cant? WOW! i have to ammit, im proud of myslef!! =] lol as you were saying, i hope you find the right guy, i dunno, this is what i believe 'god put somebody out there for everybody, i just dont think ill find my one and onlii!' who knows!? anther thing, i dont wanna find somebody in FL cuz were gonna move to NY shortly!! i love you! thanks for being my best fri---sister!