whoa baby..
whoa baby...I dont even wanna talk about that conversation or anything that has to do with itt..okay so today I went to the mall Brianna and Chelsea came... Brianna sat on my shoulders a couple times and mom was like all parinoid she was like you are gonna drop her and all this stuff.. lol and then when we got home I came on the computer and that was pretty much my day.. tomorrow I think i am going over mo's house and w are gonna lay in the sun and get a niice tan for school:) even though i wont be ablt to show it that much :( I saw like 5 skirts that I like but mom wont let me get skirts cause your skirts are supposed to be to your knees at McCann but I wont wear my skirts to my knees.. hmm I talked to Mike the last night.. we didnt bring up the fact that he liked me and I am glad cause it would just be weird we just talked about stuff he asked me how Paul was and I decided not to tell him about Jeff's party.. he dont need to know.. umm he wanted to see me before school starts but.. I dont know if I want to see him.. anyways tomorrow well today I am going to mo's and prolly sleeping over and prolly gonna be there most of the day wensday and then thursday is school.. I dont want to go back to school this summer has been awesome.. besides the fact that mo was gone for 7 weeks.. I dont want to go to school.. anywayzz I was talking to ashley and I dont know she must of had to go or something and I was talking to her cousing Dillion Demarsico..?? yeah he said he knows who I am because of Cassie and Sam? yeah I dont know who he is tho.. but we talked for a while kinda.. his name sounds so familiar but I dont know from where.. he said he saw me once going to the bus and I think I saw him becasue Matt went over to see them and I remember because he sat with me that day and I think I asked him who it was that he went over to see and he told me who they were there were 3 of them.. and I also think that Katrina was there.. cause he said you see her right there pointing to her and I was like yeah and he was like thats my baby and I was like ohh... but I dont know.. well anyways this Dillion person I was talking to knows Paul.. and he is going to McCann next year so he must be cool.. lol he asked me to go to 6 flags with them today well yesterday but I had to go shopping.. I had been putting it off... and then he thought I was gonna get sick because I only got 2 hours of sleep in the past 48 hours and he was like giving me all these suggestions to get me asleep but it wasnt gonna happen until at least 1:30 in the morning.. he was like take something that says drowsy on it.. lol he was cool I hope I talk to him again :) hmm thats about it for noww.. oh yeah Ange is mad at me and Anna is the greatest person ever:)
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again,
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I love you, Paul : ) : /