Feb 19, 2006 18:20
last night was fun =) kirsten.. you looked gorgeous =) nd so did everyone else.. too bad about the hotel.. hope you had fun anyways nd i hope everything turned out the way you wanted it too =) that was one memorable night.. but oh so cold...
right now.. fer me.. life is still very confusing.. why do things happen the way they do? If God has control over everything, does that mean we have no control over what happens? should we juss sit back nd let things happen the way they do? When people pray.. how does God answer their prayers? I'm sure not everyone gets what they ask fer..
what is love? it's just a four letter word, so why does it have sucha huge importance? if you love someone, you're suppose to prevent them from getting hurt any way you can.. so why are people hurting all the time? If you love someone, how can that love die so suddenly? is it possible to love someone in sucha short amount of time? if love prevails all the time.. why do people break up? does that mean that they never loved each other? is there a certain age before you're allowed to love?
life is about experiencing everything right? so does that mean experiencing the bad things too? or is life about doing the things you love, learning from mistakes, loving others? what is our purpose in life? is there a reason why we get up every morning nd go thru the same routines? "to live is to love" people love their friends, their family, God.. but what about that one special person who can make your day with a simple smile or a hi, who makes your tears go away, who is there thru thick nd thin, who makes you laugh like there's no tomorrow, who makes you cry because they're worth it, who greets you with a hug or a kiss, who you can spend the rest of your life with.. what if that person doesn't exist.. or what if that person already came into and left your life? what do you do then? is it worth living then?
a friend once told me to "listen to your heart nd not your head", but how can you tell the difference? the heart can get broken.. but the head will always be there.. emotions cloud your decisions.. what if your heart is telling you to cry until there are no more tears left, but your head tells you that you're better than that? my friend would probably say that your head is the one telling you to cry nd your heart's telling you to get over it.. so what's the difference?
how can something feel so right be so wrong?
nd those are some of the questions that i'm thinking of now.. w/ no real answers.
we belong together - mariah carey