Feb 04, 2006 00:45
"what doesn't kill me onlee makes me stronger".. funny how things always come back to that.. i can't believe i actually believed you when you said you loved me, that you'll never hurt me, that we'll be together fer a long time, how you were happy.. well you know what.. fuck you
it's not as if i've never been hurt before.. but i thought you were gonna be different.. i guess i was wrong.. you juss don't seem to get it.. take your time.. but i won't be here when you get back.. i can't believe i compromised myself fer you..enough to consider going to york.. i loved you so much.. but did you even ever care?
if i "hate" him so much.. why am i crying? why do i still care? i was the one who wanted to end it.. so why am i the one who got hurt so much more? you were so against it.. nd i was fer it.. now it's the other way around.. what am i gonna do? so many things planned out.. what about the pictures? your ring? gifts? everything seems so worthless now.. yet, everything reminds me of the same thing.. we said we were gonna have the best year ever.. our year ended in a lil over a month..
if you say you're sorry... why aren't you doing anything to fix this? you said you never wanted to hurt me, so why are you? what am i supposed to believe now? everything you said was basically a lie.. a huge lie.. nd you always wondered why it's hard fer me to trust anyone..
you think that i'm still gonna be here when you're done thinking.. but i'm not.. you think we're gonna talk again.. think again.. i never ever wanna talk to you or see you again..
what doesn't kill me onlee makes me stronger
[Verse 1]
Its not about who's right or who's wrong
Its not about who's weaker or who's strong
Its not about who's innocent or who's fault
It aint really bout that kinda thing at all
Its not about who does it or done it or did it to who
Dont matter if the .. you lose
Its really not bout nothing except for me and you girl
[Chorus]
Its about drama and love and 'lationships
and when the going gets tough you deal with it
and you dont ever you never walk away from it
you hold on you be strong
its about drama and drugs and making it
if your somebody messed up you dig it in
dont let nobody come between you you just stay with it
you hold on and be strong
and hold on, yes you do
[Verse 2]
Its not about the stupid things that we say
Were always saying stupid things anyway
Its not about the secrecy of the lines
Girl everybodys gots a secret to hide
Its not about who was it who was she who's creeping on who
Wont matter if the both of us lose
Its really not bout nothing, cept for me and you
[Chorus]
Aint bout your pride
Aint bout yourself
Its bout you do it to and noone else
Aint bout the her
Aint bout the lies
Aint bout the crazy things thats running through your mind
Its bout the love thats supposed to last and never dies
[Chorus (repeat until fade)]