Apr 08, 2003 10:28
yup, so i knew that it was too good to be true. will someone ever love me again? why is it that no one loves me? is it because i am too nice? is it because i am like a teddy bear that everyone says that i am? because i am not really a typical guy? i am sensitive and i listen to peoples problems? i dont talk about sex 24/7, because i actually really dont care bout that anymore? i think that is why i get so annoyed when people do it all the time. do i have to be some kind of an asshole to be loved? everyone just wants to be my friend, but for some reason nothing more.
on another note, yesterday i said something that i guess i regret. i shouldnt have said it and to be honest i really dont know what to think about it and i dont really care, because that event is passed and it didnt involve me. but tina got all upset and she got mad at me:( and wouldnt even hug me and told me that she didnt care if i left, so i did. and then no call, so it kinda made me upset, but oh well, im over it, now lets just see if she can get over it.