Time goes by
It's almost been a year since i've seen ry. The person i used to spend every waking moment with...and i haven't seen him in almost a year. What if i never again see him? What if i never recieve a hug from him, or see his smile, or visit his new life? Further more what if i never have that person i can tell anything to again? What if i never find a friend that would give up anything for me? I wish i could have seen what an amazing friendship i had while i still had it.
Everything seems to speed by and i'm caught in this river that leads to a waterfall...i can't ever reach that branch that would save my life, i can only strain to try and touch one and watch it slip away. Tonight i feel like no matter what i'm going to drop from that waterfall...and everything i am and everything i've done will just wash away. Will anyone remember me? Will anyone reach out to save me before that awful fate? Lately i've been cold...really cold. I can't ever get warm...Lately i don't care. I don't care about school, or looks, or what i do on friday night. So i guess i have no one to blame but myself for supplying all that damn water.
Tonight i'm feeling lonely...and it's not because i have nothing to do...because i like my own company...it's because i'm loosing/ i've lost a lot of things lately or maybe not so lately. I wish i could cuddle up with someone that would stroke my head and tell me fairy tales. I just want to be held.
Everything seems to speed by and i'm caught in this river that leads to a waterfall...i can't ever reach that branch that would save my life, i can only strain to try and touch one and watch it slip away. Tonight i feel like no matter what i'm going to drop from that waterfall...and everything i am and everything i've done will just wash away. Will anyone remember me? Will anyone reach out to save me before that awful fate? Lately i've been cold...really cold. I can't ever get warm...Lately i don't care. I don't care about school, or looks, or what i do on friday night. So i guess i have no one to blame but myself for supplying all that damn water.
Tonight i'm feeling lonely...and it's not because i have nothing to do...because i like my own company...it's because i'm loosing/ i've lost a lot of things lately or maybe not so lately. I wish i could cuddle up with someone that would stroke my head and tell me fairy tales. I just want to be held.