beaten and broken
INSOMNIA-Why do these things happen to holly? I went to bed last night around 12 and didn't actually fall asleep until 3 then woke up at 7 to go to work...I feel like someone has beaten me and I am broken...I'm going to nap now...While i lay in bed last night i figured out that the time difference from germany to here is 5 hours and so that means all my calculations have been off by 5 hours...that could mean that he is home in time for me to see him sunday! I don't know. Do i annoy you few that read this by constantly speaking of him? I wonder...I wonder if he will be annoyed by my messages on his myspace and my constant talking about him on this journal. I don't know...i surely hope not! Oh yes and i'm shaking because i've had about a million and a half cups of coffee...Oh and the job i had and quit two weeks ago...today was supposed to be my last day...however i find myself in talking to my boss about me working 16 hour weeks...hmmm i tried to get a baby sitting job again. If i could baby sit again it would be lovely. I'm going to nap now.