Feeling kind of unappreciated
I'm feeling kind of unappreciated by the guys I am with. I know the adage that you're supposed to love yourself for someone else to love you, but I just can't do that. Well, I do love myself, in my own way. I just don't quite know what to do with it. And I can't talk to Sheela or Karen, not really, because they fundamentally don't understand. But I'm a bad codependent, because I put my whole self into other people, and then get upset when they do not appreciate me. But if someone asks for something, shouldn't they appreciate it when you do it? It never seems to happen that way.