Alignments
I am too good for neutral, but not good enough. Sheela is a pillar of strength, and Shana the underdog. So naturally, I descend to be Shana's avenging angel, while I leave Sheela to her hardness. Sheela is Cordelia, while Shana is Gonarel and Regan. And I am King Lear, doomed to fall. Forever seeking validation, I never find it from the pillar of strength, so I must eventually give up seeking, as I have already done.