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I'm super bored...so I'm gonna write stuff about Dustin. I'm so excited about our relationship but I don't really have anyone to talk to about it, so I'm just going to tell it to myself haha.
I can't even believe I'm with him...this guy who I met a little over 3 years ago, almost had something with, then completely lost touch on more than one occasion. It just baffles me. It's only been 3 months now, officially...but it seems like it's been so much longer. I'm worried about the "newness" going away, but we're so freakin great together. I'm totally nuts about him. In the beginning, I didn't know if this was really gonna go anywhere. Once I got past that, I kept fighting the urge to love him. I kept telling myself no, that it's too soon and this might not be permanent, and then I'd feel foolish for letting my guard down and getting hurt again. But then at Finntroll we were all drunk, and I was like [idiot mode] "Is it ok if I love you right now?" and I guess I let it slip w/o realizing it...and then we realized why fight it. If its natural and we're happy, why not right? But dangit...we're so perfect for eachother its almost weird. I love everything about him...his lips, his kisses, his arms and their holding capabilities, his tattoos, his style of dress, his eyes and the way he looks at me, his hair, his goofiness and humor, his guitar and keyboard/piano skills, his music taste, his scent, the sex stuff, he reads, he can speak Finnish, he's super handsome,and the way he treats me...he's so great. He always says the sweetest things. I know he likes me lots because he calls me and wants me to call him, and makes plans [usually it seems like I'm the one who would do that in the past] and I know it's just little things, but it lets me know he thinks of me and I appreciate that. I feel so complete when I'm with him. When we first talked about how we felt about eachother I knew I had to end it with niko...and I haven't looked back since.
He's a sweetheart. I wish I could site examples but I'm tired right now. I've said this several times now, but I can't believe I was going to settle for a half-happy relationship because I thought thats as good as it would get. psh. We always have such a good time everytime we're together. We watch lots of movies and he always makes it better than it is. Last night we watched the Lion King and that was silly. We were acting out one of the scenes and it was hilarious. Man...I like him so freakin much. I feel ridiculous.
I could totally see myself ending up with him...you know, like forever. I know its super soon and I've been pretty naive in the past, but I'm not going to hold back on something so great. Life is too short. Really, he makes me so happy. We get along so well. He's my dude <3 I really hope this doesn't end. mannnnnn
I can't even believe I'm with him...this guy who I met a little over 3 years ago, almost had something with, then completely lost touch on more than one occasion. It just baffles me. It's only been 3 months now, officially...but it seems like it's been so much longer. I'm worried about the "newness" going away, but we're so freakin great together. I'm totally nuts about him. In the beginning, I didn't know if this was really gonna go anywhere. Once I got past that, I kept fighting the urge to love him. I kept telling myself no, that it's too soon and this might not be permanent, and then I'd feel foolish for letting my guard down and getting hurt again. But then at Finntroll we were all drunk, and I was like [idiot mode] "Is it ok if I love you right now?" and I guess I let it slip w/o realizing it...and then we realized why fight it. If its natural and we're happy, why not right? But dangit...we're so perfect for eachother its almost weird. I love everything about him...his lips, his kisses, his arms and their holding capabilities, his tattoos, his style of dress, his eyes and the way he looks at me, his hair, his goofiness and humor, his guitar and keyboard/piano skills, his music taste, his scent, the sex stuff, he reads, he can speak Finnish, he's super handsome,and the way he treats me...he's so great. He always says the sweetest things. I know he likes me lots because he calls me and wants me to call him, and makes plans [usually it seems like I'm the one who would do that in the past] and I know it's just little things, but it lets me know he thinks of me and I appreciate that. I feel so complete when I'm with him. When we first talked about how we felt about eachother I knew I had to end it with niko...and I haven't looked back since.
He's a sweetheart. I wish I could site examples but I'm tired right now. I've said this several times now, but I can't believe I was going to settle for a half-happy relationship because I thought thats as good as it would get. psh. We always have such a good time everytime we're together. We watch lots of movies and he always makes it better than it is. Last night we watched the Lion King and that was silly. We were acting out one of the scenes and it was hilarious. Man...I like him so freakin much. I feel ridiculous.
I could totally see myself ending up with him...you know, like forever. I know its super soon and I've been pretty naive in the past, but I'm not going to hold back on something so great. Life is too short. Really, he makes me so happy. We get along so well. He's my dude <3 I really hope this doesn't end. mannnnnn