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[suzzbutt]

I'm pretty much getting really frustrated with life again. There are so many things I wish I could change right now. So many. But it seems as though no matter how much a complain and cry about it nothing changes. It is pointless to try to talk to anyone about it. It really is. I know there are people out there willing to listen but I just dont know what I would say to get them to understand how I feel. I wake up every morning dreading the day. Already in a bad mood. I wish I could wake up happy and stay happy like I use to be. I use to be so happy all the time, full of smiles and excitment. Now in my mind im just a bitch who complains to much.

Whatever. Suck it up Suz.