orange doesn't get enough play
I don't even know what livejournal is anymore. I haven't updated in forever because i cannot be elusive like my roomate or brief and to the point like tad. Mostly I haven't written because when I sit down and look at the screen I don't want to admit what I need or want to write.
Spring Break was amazing. I spent some good quality time with some great friends. I have decided the reason college's have spring break is so that you can pause and realize that you do love life and you don't want to kill yourself. Oh yea I also became an alcoholic over spring break.
Now it is time for the real world and that is scary and intimidating. I don't think I can do half the things that are required of me. I do not feel ready.
I need to see some old friends. I have been dreaming about you lately and it would be good to see the real thing soon. I will be home soon and maybe then it will happen.
In other news for those of you who never see and rarely hear from me, my sister is getting married in June. It will consume our lives before not too long and I am ok with that because my family is my life and always will be the most important thing. I look forward to seeing them and they are my sanity most of the time.
As for my school family, I could not live without you and I realized this week that I am sad that I do not get to see you more often and need to try to make time for all of you. We will see if all this will happen.
And yes I am still with the boy.
And when did livejournal get spell check?
Spring Break was amazing. I spent some good quality time with some great friends. I have decided the reason college's have spring break is so that you can pause and realize that you do love life and you don't want to kill yourself. Oh yea I also became an alcoholic over spring break.
Now it is time for the real world and that is scary and intimidating. I don't think I can do half the things that are required of me. I do not feel ready.
I need to see some old friends. I have been dreaming about you lately and it would be good to see the real thing soon. I will be home soon and maybe then it will happen.
In other news for those of you who never see and rarely hear from me, my sister is getting married in June. It will consume our lives before not too long and I am ok with that because my family is my life and always will be the most important thing. I look forward to seeing them and they are my sanity most of the time.
As for my school family, I could not live without you and I realized this week that I am sad that I do not get to see you more often and need to try to make time for all of you. We will see if all this will happen.
And yes I am still with the boy.
And when did livejournal get spell check?