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im sitting here listening to the most depressing song in the world trying to figure out how to plan a lesson plan for second graders on a thursday night while all my friends are out playing on the row. how sad is that, the worst part is i could have avoided this situation but i put off doing my homework all day because i can never think up ideas for a lesson plan.
education seems like such a great idea til u actually have to do it. these lesson plans im working on right now i am goin to have to teach in a classroom and that scares the shit out of me. i keep telling myself well i'll just take this idea to class and then when it actually comes down to the real thing i will be ready, but will i?
its chucks birthday today and i'll i wanted to do was make this the best day ever for him, but have u ever noticed its not the days that are recognized but the random days that make the best memories. the randomness of the other night sitting on the couch with him doing homework together made me more happy then the fight i got in with him today over the stupidest thing ever.
i got my feelings hurt because he didnt want me to come home with him for his birthday and so i took it out in him in the complete wrong manner. he does nothing but incredible things for me and i sit and bitch and moan and make him feel like complete shit for going home tonight, all for what reaction? do i want him to be pissed at me? of course not and that is what i've done.
there are so many feelings i have about him and why i get upset with him everytime he goes home but they are all running around in circles and i know if i wrote them you all would think i was crazy and sometimes i think that myself.
i dont know where this was suppost to be goin do you? goodnight.
education seems like such a great idea til u actually have to do it. these lesson plans im working on right now i am goin to have to teach in a classroom and that scares the shit out of me. i keep telling myself well i'll just take this idea to class and then when it actually comes down to the real thing i will be ready, but will i?
its chucks birthday today and i'll i wanted to do was make this the best day ever for him, but have u ever noticed its not the days that are recognized but the random days that make the best memories. the randomness of the other night sitting on the couch with him doing homework together made me more happy then the fight i got in with him today over the stupidest thing ever.
i got my feelings hurt because he didnt want me to come home with him for his birthday and so i took it out in him in the complete wrong manner. he does nothing but incredible things for me and i sit and bitch and moan and make him feel like complete shit for going home tonight, all for what reaction? do i want him to be pissed at me? of course not and that is what i've done.
there are so many feelings i have about him and why i get upset with him everytime he goes home but they are all running around in circles and i know if i wrote them you all would think i was crazy and sometimes i think that myself.
i dont know where this was suppost to be goin do you? goodnight.