A complicated dream
Sometimes I don't want to be female, or perhaps even human. It's so freakin' confusing! I'm so happy and so angry. I'm inspired and sickened. I'm cliche and unique. I'm confident and shy. I'm open and I'm gaurded.
People keep asking if I feel different than I did last year at this time and it makes me laugh.
My classes are fantastic and I'm going to make dean's list this term damn it! My theology class isn't going to be as insightful as I had hoped because there are 3 giggly girls, 3 men's soccer players and 2 football guys. It may prove more interesting, but I doubt it a bit. My Econ class will be fun. The professor is young and fun and tends more towards applied econ rather than theory and has done some work with Education in Indiana which seems pointless but perhaps amusing. He also seems to know who I am and I don't know why. I got the "Suzy would you like to start the class off today?" question and was a bit disconcerted. The only thing I can figure is Dr. Jaradat said something to him about me but I wasn't the best student in his class so I don't know why he would have. Eurasia I'm a little worried about. My discussion leader is fondly called Crazy Margot by the rest of the staff and she kept laughing and things that were not funny during lecture today. French . . . what can you say. I think I should have gone back to Latin.
People keep asking if I feel different than I did last year at this time and it makes me laugh.
My classes are fantastic and I'm going to make dean's list this term damn it! My theology class isn't going to be as insightful as I had hoped because there are 3 giggly girls, 3 men's soccer players and 2 football guys. It may prove more interesting, but I doubt it a bit. My Econ class will be fun. The professor is young and fun and tends more towards applied econ rather than theory and has done some work with Education in Indiana which seems pointless but perhaps amusing. He also seems to know who I am and I don't know why. I got the "Suzy would you like to start the class off today?" question and was a bit disconcerted. The only thing I can figure is Dr. Jaradat said something to him about me but I wasn't the best student in his class so I don't know why he would have. Eurasia I'm a little worried about. My discussion leader is fondly called Crazy Margot by the rest of the staff and she kept laughing and things that were not funny during lecture today. French . . . what can you say. I think I should have gone back to Latin.