Well ummmm

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Well this is rough. I have been wanting to have a boyfriend for a long time now, as of the 19th I have been single for an entire year. Well I guess other things happened too. I found out the my friends Ben and Whittney have broken up and my friends Jonathan and Brittney have broken up too. Jonathan is one of my best friends and I hate to see him go through this and at the same time I have to be supportive of Britt because she is at peace. Whittney and Ben broke up and well I really can't say much there... they are both my friends and I love them. Paul and Tiffany broke up a long time ago... but I think my brother now sees that they just needed a break and that he wants her back and her parents say no. I hate seeing all the most important people in my life suffering... and as much as I want someone to love I am glad that I am not in this mess. I did realize something though... the guy that I like who happened to turn 16 and happened to get a girlfriend I don't know if I like that much. I think that I am starting to like 2 other people one that I can't like. I just can't I have my reasons and I can't.

I am having trouble with school with wondering if criminology is the best thing for me to go into. I don't know what I want to do any more. I am confused and lost. I don't really want to go to school anymore but I know that I have to now so that I can get a good job. Which I need to find one this summer. Please pray for me to figure out what I need to be.