Well I guess that I am better...
I don't really know if I am better with my friend passing away, but I know that it still hurts. Some people have told me just to get over it and go on but I can't. Not yet. I have never had to deal with losing someone that I loved so much. This is really hard for me. My friends all seem to understand that I am having a rough time and they are here supporting me. I thank you very much. I love you all.
I read my friend Britt's journal today and I don't know exactly what it meant. It mad me feel like I should be there more for her. I don't know if I can do that because she is so far away. I try hard to keep in touch with all the people at Olivet but we are all so wrapped up in our college lives that it is hard to make time for just talking to each other. I really miss Britt. Shes a great person and when some drama happened at Olivet she was there for me. I thank her so much for being my friend and for caring that I was hurt. I am glad that I have a friend like her. I know that if she could have been here for me she would have been here to help me through my pain with Bobby. I really miss my friends that are gone at Olivet. I wish you were here guys! I love you Ben, Britt, Joe, Lindsey and Tab!
My church group the HAM's is starting to grow closer and we are having a great time. One person I know that I am really glad that is there is Malia. She's a great friend and after some things that happened between us I am glad that we can be friends and that we can be getting closer. I think we hate to cling to each other but we know how each other feels. I love her so much shes such a good friend. Many of the HAM's lately have be fighting but at the same time they have bee growing closer too. Many of us are going through very rough times. We are all very touchy right now, but we all work together at trying to make everything work out and we all try to have fun.
My friend Tracy is in North Carolina right now which makes me sad because I talked to her almost everyday and now I am like where's my Tracy? Her mom told me that she was gone yesterday and that she was coming back wed! I am really happy that I get to see her soon I need someone to talk to who is more understanding than my other friends because she to has gone through similar things that I am having a hard time with. Tracy and I are like the same person inside only she has a much better exterior than I do. Then I have Malia is my other person to talk to. My mom calls her my mini me because we have the same color hair. lol.
Well all have a great time with your life, because soon you could think that life is horrible but you'll pull through and so will I. I love you all!
I read my friend Britt's journal today and I don't know exactly what it meant. It mad me feel like I should be there more for her. I don't know if I can do that because she is so far away. I try hard to keep in touch with all the people at Olivet but we are all so wrapped up in our college lives that it is hard to make time for just talking to each other. I really miss Britt. Shes a great person and when some drama happened at Olivet she was there for me. I thank her so much for being my friend and for caring that I was hurt. I am glad that I have a friend like her. I know that if she could have been here for me she would have been here to help me through my pain with Bobby. I really miss my friends that are gone at Olivet. I wish you were here guys! I love you Ben, Britt, Joe, Lindsey and Tab!
My church group the HAM's is starting to grow closer and we are having a great time. One person I know that I am really glad that is there is Malia. She's a great friend and after some things that happened between us I am glad that we can be friends and that we can be getting closer. I think we hate to cling to each other but we know how each other feels. I love her so much shes such a good friend. Many of the HAM's lately have be fighting but at the same time they have bee growing closer too. Many of us are going through very rough times. We are all very touchy right now, but we all work together at trying to make everything work out and we all try to have fun.
My friend Tracy is in North Carolina right now which makes me sad because I talked to her almost everyday and now I am like where's my Tracy? Her mom told me that she was gone yesterday and that she was coming back wed! I am really happy that I get to see her soon I need someone to talk to who is more understanding than my other friends because she to has gone through similar things that I am having a hard time with. Tracy and I are like the same person inside only she has a much better exterior than I do. Then I have Malia is my other person to talk to. My mom calls her my mini me because we have the same color hair. lol.
Well all have a great time with your life, because soon you could think that life is horrible but you'll pull through and so will I. I love you all!