Nothing turns out
yeah so havent written in a really long time things were going okay not the best but we managed. everyone is home from skool which is really good cuz i miss them all. mine and daves 4 month was on thursday that didnt go all to well cuz we got into a fight but its all good everything is better now. yesterday was international fair at skool and then i went out to lunch with the guys and had a boxing match with dave that was fun! went to work when timmy called me at bout 6:30 or so and told me that his grandmother they told them only had about 24 hours left. which is really really sad to me cuz she was like another grandmother to me. she looked so much better when i got to see her i dont know what had happened. well i was upset then and i got a call back from him about 8 that night and he was crying his eyes out to me and it so happens that doll died while he was there. that was one of the hardest things for me to hear she used to do everything for us. so for the rest of last nite i was a reck. today i am at work and tom. me and dave are bringing our mom's out to brunch. monday or tuesday i have the funeral so no skool for one of those days. that will be very hard to do. well that is all i have for now ill talk to everyone later...*~im out...kisses~* goodbye doll...05.06.05