Pointless
Hey i decided that I have aloot aloot to say bc I have a big mouth and a big brain and this is a really good way to say how i feel so i decided to write in it again.
Well yea my life has always been so easy and then it started getting bad a few months back but what teenagers life isnt bad so i got over my problems and kinda like started over and my life change so dramaticly and then me n all my hurst ppl started like hanging out more and i couldnt ask god for better friends then them bc they r fricken awesome and i love them to death. But still with all this goodness and change something dissapeard from my every day life and there wasnt something there to replace it and that would be my brother and I no ive been saying that im glad hes gone bc i get more computer time and we have more food bc he doesnt eat it all in one day, well that is true in all but now i dont have the male in my life that i can joke with and hang out with and talk to and be compatable with (well i have my brother dustin but i really think that me and his relationship isnt as tight as me a shawns bc me and shawn are so much alike and dustin..well hes just odd.) so i mean theres really something missing and i no hes not going to move back inn ne time soon bc hes at colledge but then i was thinking maybe a boyfriend but u can just about throw that idea out the window bc theres no luck in that bc well. yea. what ever. lets just say guys arent my strongest cards right now.
When ppl tell oter ppl stuff. they dont realize that what they say is just like kicking someone in the ass bc as much as they think its so funny to say mean stuff to ppl and to talk about ppl its not bc they have just about no clue what it feels like bc there head is too full of stupid crap that its to big to obsorb the stuff right in front of them
--suzzyy
Well yea my life has always been so easy and then it started getting bad a few months back but what teenagers life isnt bad so i got over my problems and kinda like started over and my life change so dramaticly and then me n all my hurst ppl started like hanging out more and i couldnt ask god for better friends then them bc they r fricken awesome and i love them to death. But still with all this goodness and change something dissapeard from my every day life and there wasnt something there to replace it and that would be my brother and I no ive been saying that im glad hes gone bc i get more computer time and we have more food bc he doesnt eat it all in one day, well that is true in all but now i dont have the male in my life that i can joke with and hang out with and talk to and be compatable with (well i have my brother dustin but i really think that me and his relationship isnt as tight as me a shawns bc me and shawn are so much alike and dustin..well hes just odd.) so i mean theres really something missing and i no hes not going to move back inn ne time soon bc hes at colledge but then i was thinking maybe a boyfriend but u can just about throw that idea out the window bc theres no luck in that bc well. yea. what ever. lets just say guys arent my strongest cards right now.
When ppl tell oter ppl stuff. they dont realize that what they say is just like kicking someone in the ass bc as much as they think its so funny to say mean stuff to ppl and to talk about ppl its not bc they have just about no clue what it feels like bc there head is too full of stupid crap that its to big to obsorb the stuff right in front of them
--suzzyy