I feel so bad to think about him so much!
My day was alright I went to swimming of corse then i colored in ma care bear coloring book with Aimee then I went to tumbling and was really hyper and fell a few times lol then chloe came home with us from tummbling and we were working on ma solo dance from next year! And all though the day all i thought about and talked about was Devon. and like how much I really miss him and like him and how big of a mistake we made and then like the whole time i thought about him I thought about the fact thats hes ma best friends boyfriend and in how I shound think about ma best friends boyfriend like that but im not going to lie im jealous of Carly Im sry but I know Devon was her first boyfriend and all n i've had at least one or more boyfriends every year but Devons preety special to me and no mattter how much I have said I didnt like devon anymore in the past few months I did I never stoped likeing him and I always dreaded the fact that we broke up and I had never told ne body not even Devon and that was a big mistake :( If he new I had really like him things would be totally diff. right now and I no thats selfish bc I should be happy for Carly but im sry I guess every one has to be selfish once or twice in there life!
I wish that tmw was June 5th again! < one of the happiest days of my whole entire life! Or I wish it was at least last week so I could go back and tell devon how I felt about him :( :/ :)