GOD

[suziemarie94]

So yea every one no's i like wayne still. and i really wanted to go back out with him. but then again Helen is like in LOVE with him and im her best friend and that would crush her if i went out with him so i asked god for a sulotion of what to do.. do i either go out with wayne and hope helens not mad at me. or do i not go out wayne and just diss my feelings for him to respect a friend? So today at recess i think god answered my prayers! bc when we were walking to class abbie told me that shane likes me and hes probably going to ask me out. but at that moment i was like oh shit what about wayne bc i realy do like him. so then i thought about it a little bit and at one point i decided if shane asked me i was going to say no and then wait and see what happens with wayne. but then i thought a little bit more and i was like wait i asked god for help and he just gave it too me with out me even noticing. bc like god gave e shane so i can go out with him so that my feeling for wayne arent as strong and then helens still my bestest friend lol ((luv u helen)!! so yea i think i no exactly what to do now.< and dont get me wrong im deff. NOT trying to use shane bc i really do like him and i had a major crush on him a week or so ago and i guess when i found out that he wasnt really going to ask me out i kinda for got about him bc there was no use in thinking about him all the time and being depressed that were not going out lol.

I love all my freaking wonderful friends and i liove god to bc hes my hero and the greatest friend i could ever have< i wish every one could have this good of a relationship with god its so amazing!