its the simple things that are so hard to grasp
i am so utterly bored.
my mom is crazy, woke me up at 9:30 to clean for the holidays? i thought maybe she wasnt that crazy just excited for christmas... then i walked out of my room and she was vacuming the tree. like fuck, i dont know what else to say.
old music and old pictures amused me for so long last night. too late, im only dwelling once this break.
tonight is family dinner with the clarks? daddy's business partern or something...the son is hot.
im not amused by the television anymore, and that scares me. i need to go christmas shopping real bad... im so bad at gifts.. but its kinda fun to see the fake excitement on my family's faces. ahhh priceless.
my horoscope confirmed my fears and made me depressed...go thing that stuff is bullshit. or else it would put a serious cramp in my break.
got two exam marks back.... Biology = 55% (good for me, fuck) Poly Sci = 83% (a fuck load better than i thought i would do)
my cat power lighter is lost...i think amanda might have it because i was teaching her how to flick it. if not...im goin cry.
i miss hockey like fuck and want to go ice skating real bad. i hope people will come with me
i also would like some snow for some sleighing
i talk to myself more then ever, i am realizing. its kinda funny.
new years? cottage with friends...it might happen, i really have to work on mama though... she think i'll burn things down.
my mom is crazy, woke me up at 9:30 to clean for the holidays? i thought maybe she wasnt that crazy just excited for christmas... then i walked out of my room and she was vacuming the tree. like fuck, i dont know what else to say.
old music and old pictures amused me for so long last night. too late, im only dwelling once this break.
tonight is family dinner with the clarks? daddy's business partern or something...the son is hot.
im not amused by the television anymore, and that scares me. i need to go christmas shopping real bad... im so bad at gifts.. but its kinda fun to see the fake excitement on my family's faces. ahhh priceless.
my horoscope confirmed my fears and made me depressed...go thing that stuff is bullshit. or else it would put a serious cramp in my break.
got two exam marks back.... Biology = 55% (good for me, fuck) Poly Sci = 83% (a fuck load better than i thought i would do)
my cat power lighter is lost...i think amanda might have it because i was teaching her how to flick it. if not...im goin cry.
i miss hockey like fuck and want to go ice skating real bad. i hope people will come with me
i also would like some snow for some sleighing
i talk to myself more then ever, i am realizing. its kinda funny.
new years? cottage with friends...it might happen, i really have to work on mama though... she think i'll burn things down.