Jan 30, 2007 17:56
WOW...it's been over a year since I've writen in this...and soo much has changed, not sure why I got the sudden urge to write in it now, it's not like anyone reads it but I'm bored and don't feel like doing work so instead I will look back on the past year and see how much I've changed...
The biggest change of all, graduation and college. I don't even remember the last month of High school, it's all a blur, and the next thing I know I am walking across the grass at graduation with my diploma planted firmly in my hand, and my tassle switched sides and I was no longer a student at FHU and was officially a freshman at UVM.
But first the summer, and what an amazing summer it was. Bri and I started hanging out again which is awesome, I didnt realize how much I missed our frendship over the past 3 years. We were pretty much inseperable this summer. So in short the summer was full of late nights, back roading, sewing, and just plain sillyness...and there's this boy :) The summer went by way to fast and I didn't want it to end. The thought of going to college and leaving everything behind scared the shit out of me, and I didn't know how things were going to work with the new relationship, and just college in general had me freaked.
But I made it through my first semester and I love it here, I did well grade wise and as much as I miss home I'm glad to be here. Classes are fun for the most part and I've met some really awesome people, and Tristan and I have made the distance thing work, so everythings worked out for the best. I'm finally truely happy with life, I might chance some minor details but for the most part life is grest and so much better then it was in high school. There are days where I get lonely or just homesick and I wish things had never changed but everything thats happened has made me a better person and don't miss FHU as much as I thought I would, the only thing I really miss is seeing everyone daily. Other then that school is so much better here, I enjoy most of what I'm learning and love Burlington, though i could do with out the wind and the below zero wind chill.
So as much as life as changed a lot of it had been for the better, and for the most part I'm still me. College hasn't changed my beliefs on certain aspects of life, if anything it's made those beleifs even stronger, and I know i have people who are behind me 100% in whatever I choose to do. It's weird how life changes but for the most part things stay exactly the same...
♥Suzi