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So yeah when you aren't on lj for a little while you miss alot. So as many of you know I am grounded from the internet due to a certain person needing to grow up. (Not me) hehe. Anyways I bruised my ribs and pulled muscles in my shoulders last week. Thought I had the flu along with everyone else then. Definitly not. Definitly recieved it yesterday along with Andrew, so the two of us sound really bad on the phone. lol! Speaking of phone, my phone bill was 48 hours! Nothing went over of course. But still. I was a little embarrassed. That's 2 days! All thanks to Dylan of course. hehe!
Ah yes, Dylan! What can I say? None of you know him but I only wish you could. He brightens my day just by calling me. Ask my friends, I start jumping up and down when he calls. OMG! Speak of the devil! He's calling now, hehe. So I will sit and go on about him while talking to him. hehe. He makes me feel special in a way that I haven't felt in a while. I used to get told the same things by someone but I never really felt the intensity of them.
I wish I could remain friends with that person. I really wanted to. But apparently they do not feel the same way. This still makes me cry sometimes but what can you do? You cant' control people's feelings towards you, even if you try as hard as I did. I will miss being able to talk to that person about anything, but I suppose he has moved on to someone else and doesn't see a place in his life for me anymore. Even as friends. I find this is a farewell to that person since I cannot bring myself to face him after the way he treated me. So to you, goodbye my dear friend. I wish the way we could talk had not been lost. I will miss it. But all is not lost. For I still have the one person you never really liked. No matter what you said.
And to that person I am so thankful to have a best friend like you. The fact that we want to go to the same college makes me excited rather than in dread of those times.
Thank you to all my friends who are there for me especially Katie. Who I have realized I could not be more thankful for. She has really been there for me and I have taken it for granted. I may get frustrated with her but that is truly due to my own ignorance.
Well I better go before this takes up too much of your space and time. Feel free to e-mail me at suzialb@hotmail.com or downtownsuzibrown2006@yahoo.com for I can read e-mail. Adios for now.
Love,
Suz
Ah yes, Dylan! What can I say? None of you know him but I only wish you could. He brightens my day just by calling me. Ask my friends, I start jumping up and down when he calls. OMG! Speak of the devil! He's calling now, hehe. So I will sit and go on about him while talking to him. hehe. He makes me feel special in a way that I haven't felt in a while. I used to get told the same things by someone but I never really felt the intensity of them.
I wish I could remain friends with that person. I really wanted to. But apparently they do not feel the same way. This still makes me cry sometimes but what can you do? You cant' control people's feelings towards you, even if you try as hard as I did. I will miss being able to talk to that person about anything, but I suppose he has moved on to someone else and doesn't see a place in his life for me anymore. Even as friends. I find this is a farewell to that person since I cannot bring myself to face him after the way he treated me. So to you, goodbye my dear friend. I wish the way we could talk had not been lost. I will miss it. But all is not lost. For I still have the one person you never really liked. No matter what you said.
And to that person I am so thankful to have a best friend like you. The fact that we want to go to the same college makes me excited rather than in dread of those times.
Thank you to all my friends who are there for me especially Katie. Who I have realized I could not be more thankful for. She has really been there for me and I have taken it for granted. I may get frustrated with her but that is truly due to my own ignorance.
Well I better go before this takes up too much of your space and time. Feel free to e-mail me at suzialb@hotmail.com or downtownsuzibrown2006@yahoo.com for I can read e-mail. Adios for now.
Love,
Suz