I forgot that the other shoe still hadn't dropped...naive am I...
I'm drowning in the uncertainty of it all...the what ifs. Unfortunately even with all the support and all the "I think you'll be just fines..." I'm still an anxious, worrying mess. I still feel like my opportunity is slipping from my hands. I feel like I'm withering away. I'm just not strong enough yet. And no one can help me but myself. Scary thought. Okay, I've said my peace.