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hmm so itz been awhile since ive written in here..much has been going on. this past week, rehersel in the CPA and at highland middle school...oh yah and i on the cover of the Milford Times. you should all look at that.. the play's been going really good. schoolz good..yah yah yah...
valentines day, me and steve didnt get eachother ne thing..cuz valentines day suckz. but tyler got me a box of chocolates. i <3 tyler! hez so sweet!! but yah, other then eating chocolate, valentines day sucked. cuz i mean come on itz valentines day...
this weekz been sooo hectic. my momz on a rampage shez insane. but then again, with sean being in th hospital once a week, its not much help. oh yah i guess i forgot to mention that my brother sean has like kidney stones that are really really huge and he keeps having to go back to the hospital to get them phisically removed. its so scary.. poor sean. that has been keeping our household pretty crazy for the past 2 in a half weeks or so.
i talked to matt tonight..he wuz high/drunk/i dont no wat else... figures. stupid ass.. he needs to straighten himself up. i guess it's just weird not being able to talk to him. i dont miss him ne more. not like i used to. i still think about last summer, and the summer b4 that, and x-mas, and i still look back on it all, but my future duz not hold his memory ne more. and it scarez me to no that soon he will just fade away completely. he wuz a part of my life for so long, and to no that he wont forever, is honestly..really scary for me. i cant imagine going on with my life thinking how my life would of been if i were to never meet him. i miss him, yes, in that way, but a way of us getting back together, i hope not.
wintefest dance is tomorow night.. im super excited. i'll put pictures on here when i get them. im so excited, me, steve, katie and amanda are going together.
my mom is currently out of town tho.. her ex-husband is in the hospital and could die..so shez taking care of her grandkids, my neicez/nephew, while my half brother and sister and law spend the night at the hospital with him.
so much chaos lately! so hard to keep up with it all...
hopefully thingz will slow down...
~Suzanne**