ahh!!
i dont really have the time to talk in this, but i just have to do something to releive all this stress...
this week has been sooo hectic. finals were this week. enough said. but, unfortunenly for me, i only took 3 out of the 6. ive been so sick, i think im so stressed out it's literally making me sick. SSA tomorow, and we just HAVE to do good. i want a 1. i want a 1 for my solos, and i want a 1 for our group. i need this. i want this. this is wat ive been working on for MONTHS. Miss Lajoye even says that im so prepared, and shes so excited for me, i need this! but ive been so sick lately, i dont even no if i can 2morrow. but i have to. i have to!
*sigh* then this musical, oh god..it's so much fun, and i love it! and i love the ppl, and i love having a solo, and finally doing what i really wanna do, but itz just taking up so much time..
then this guy thing..ok so confession time:
1) I suck at relationships.
2) I never know what I want, or need.
3) I just need someone stable, and to help stablize me.
and thatz the truth. matt, alex, nick, jordan, jamez, bryon, all these stupid boyz that took place in my life, i dont no ne more. i dont no ne thing. i'm just waiting for my one and only. where ever he may be. if he existz, or w/e the fuck is going on. i dont deserve him ne way. as far as i'm concerned.
fuck guyz.
i have my own life to take of.
~Suzanne**
So I will just sing my songs and I'll pass a hat
Then I'll leave your town and I'll never look back
No I don't look back
Because the road is clear
Layed out ahead of me
p.s. i dyed my hair.
