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a lot of shit has happend..me and mark broke up. i like another guy. i kissed him. his name is nick. whooo...yah thatz a lot. idk it all happend so fast. i thought i liked nick, but i wuznt sure, and then he said something, and then i wuz sure. i knew i had to break up with mark soon, but it wuz too late. i kissed nick, and it made thingz between me and mark harder. i felt aweful. i dont usually break up with guys, im usually the one who gets hurt. but this time, i realized what its like to sensecerely hurt someone. (cant spell) mark taught me a lot. he showed me that there is good ppl out there, willing to give u their all. he cared a lot about me, and for that im grateful. but thingz change. i change. he'll change. and he'll be ok.
but..i really like nick. we have a lot in common, and he treats me with respect. i hope thingz work out with me and him. we arent going out, but we pretty much r gonna..yah were gonna..
he came over today. watched a movie, chilled. *smilez* so yah i guess u could say i like him a lot. (wow i think i already said that i am a dork)
my "friends" still hate me. over..nothing. wow..this is amazing. i dont want to call them up and have to explain it either. i mean they should of never beleive a stupid rumour in the first place. if they want my friendship back (which im pretty sure they dont..at this point) then they can call ME and ask for MY forgiveness..
oh well..
~Suzanne**