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*still shaking* i had my singing audition today. omfg i wuz shaking so much, and i totally bombed the sight reading. but i think i did really good on the song. damn i hope i got it...if i make it i go to regionals. ahhH!
damn..this..umm really suckz right now. everyone thinks i spread rumourz about andrea. which i didnt. i didnt even hear about em till i started being bitched at about it. my mom supposovly called christyz mom and told her andrea wuz doing crystal meth. which shez not. and my mom didnt even tell christyz mom that. so now everyone like hatez me. for a lie. and my friendz dont beleive me, that i didnt do it. how am i supposed to clear it up either? itz not like i go to lakeland even to spread rumourz ne way. or better clear em up. so im losing my friends. over a lie. and they rufuse to beleive me.
i talked to matt. he got used by this gurl he went out with for like a week. fucking dick. he deservez it.
me and mark saw flightplan last night. we ran into a bunch of ppl at the moviez too. i saw erin, arial and gretchen. they were with their datez or w/e. and then i ran into some ppl from lakeland. and some of markz friendz, and they were high. lol. but flightplan wuz pretty good actually, i thought it would be bad. we were gonna go to a haunted hause, but it wuz too expensive so we just showed up at mjr and saw w/e wuz playing lol. this is so weird tho..i didnt think i could actually find a guy that i really like, and i did. and he really likes me too, and itz so weird, i didnt think i would ever again. its still hard tho, i mean after all the shit with bryon, and matt and mike, i mean itz kinda still hard to let myself go, but idk..
"this time i think it's different, i mean i really think you like me..."
~Suzanne**