disconnected
a rant? kind of... but no. i don't know. its a weird day i'm in a weird mood, thats always when i end up writing in here.
i REALLY love the song swallowed in the sea by coldplay.. its not new, i've known it for a while but just started appreciating it now
its summer for me, but it doesn't feel like it. at all. i don't do anything. i don't know what i am going to do all summer. i'm scared kind of. i don't want to be lonely.
another note. i am exactly exactly exactly at the same place where i was 4 years ago. its scary because i didn't think i could go back to that. but i have. and i don't like it. and i don't know what to do because i feel a little trapped.
i am disconnected with myself (who by the way i dont know who that is...)
anyway i don't like it.
now i'm sad, rrr
on a lighter note a new episode of gossip girl is on in 5 minutes. hope its good.
i REALLY love the song swallowed in the sea by coldplay.. its not new, i've known it for a while but just started appreciating it now
its summer for me, but it doesn't feel like it. at all. i don't do anything. i don't know what i am going to do all summer. i'm scared kind of. i don't want to be lonely.
another note. i am exactly exactly exactly at the same place where i was 4 years ago. its scary because i didn't think i could go back to that. but i have. and i don't like it. and i don't know what to do because i feel a little trapped.
i am disconnected with myself (who by the way i dont know who that is...)
anyway i don't like it.
now i'm sad, rrr
on a lighter note a new episode of gossip girl is on in 5 minutes. hope its good.