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I NEED TO TAKE CONTROL...
STOP MY HEAD FROM GIVING ME THIS GARBAGE PLEASE)@#$%
I don't know what I should do ... there's just one thing ... and I understand what I must do .... IT MUST BE FUCKING DONE ...
I HAVE TO FUCKING CONFRONT IT, FACE IT, ONCE AND FOR FUCKING ALL ...
I DONT WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE OF THESE EPISODES EVER AGAIN ...
I've just spend two hours completely freaking out in the park ... crying, screaming ... acting like a total idiot.
I NEED TO STOP IT WHILE I STILL CAN ...
They want to exile me ... they want to take over ...
I need to regain control ... I AM NOT CRAZY, I WILL NOT BE CRAZY, I WILL NOT OR EVER BE WHAT I FEARED MOST
NOT EVER
ID RATHER ... DAMNIT FUCK THIS ...
STOP MY HEAD FROM GIVING ME THIS GARBAGE PLEASE)@#$%
I don't know what I should do ... there's just one thing ... and I understand what I must do .... IT MUST BE FUCKING DONE ...
I HAVE TO FUCKING CONFRONT IT, FACE IT, ONCE AND FOR FUCKING ALL ...
I DONT WANT TO HAVE ANOTHER ONE OF THESE EPISODES EVER AGAIN ...
I've just spend two hours completely freaking out in the park ... crying, screaming ... acting like a total idiot.
I NEED TO STOP IT WHILE I STILL CAN ...
They want to exile me ... they want to take over ...
I need to regain control ... I AM NOT CRAZY, I WILL NOT BE CRAZY, I WILL NOT OR EVER BE WHAT I FEARED MOST
NOT EVER
ID RATHER ... DAMNIT FUCK THIS ...