"You can't dance if you've got too much muck in your head." - Yoko Ono, Japanese Artist
Soo true is the quote. 2nd day of trying to think positive.
I have started engaging in more prayers and faith but sometimes I find myself too bitter with feelings of anger and frustration.
I need that inner peace inside again. I need that strong love to guide me once more. The stars tonight were soo beautiful.
Wished for me to find love again. Ever since K had left my life, its been a hard battle to trust people again. To find that love again...
I had some anger this morning but try my best to get rid of it. To pray deeply for the person. For myself to tame myself and not be jealous.
I do have to solve my own problems to release the muck in my head so that I can dance. I feel the passion gone.. and I am sad for it.
God please help me in my struggles to solve my own problems.
Journey to Retention is near. I feel I am not prepared for the journey as I cant solve all problems. Nor can I solve problems quick enough.
I have to learn to present 2 choices, be confident and firm as I will be the end of the line. Jolene says Be Confident in giving recommendations and they will follow and stop looking for answers. I can apply my thinking to work but I feel at home I am trapped by my former superior. She was a friend once upon a time but because of many circumstances of putting blame on me too many a time and wraths of moodiness and anger have led me to believe we can't no longer be friends. Many times have I felt like a burden to many including her. This feeling of burdening others is a bout of self pity, unworthiness and low confidence. It is too much to continue. it is very much destroying to who I am.
Even choices that I make - like being late - are affecting others' perception of me and me thinks that I am selfish. Often times I struggle with it but who continues to make those errors I wonder ? it is only I to blame and seem to be destroying myself through it. We can be often damaging ourselves by making wrong choices when we least expect it. What can contribute to being confident and loving to oneself is discipline, practice and encouragement. One of my Resolutions to myself and this I promise to me is to be loving to myself and forgive others and myself often. Prayers and gratefulness is worth alot too.
I have started engaging in more prayers and faith but sometimes I find myself too bitter with feelings of anger and frustration.
I need that inner peace inside again. I need that strong love to guide me once more. The stars tonight were soo beautiful.
Wished for me to find love again. Ever since K had left my life, its been a hard battle to trust people again. To find that love again...
I had some anger this morning but try my best to get rid of it. To pray deeply for the person. For myself to tame myself and not be jealous.
I do have to solve my own problems to release the muck in my head so that I can dance. I feel the passion gone.. and I am sad for it.
God please help me in my struggles to solve my own problems.
Journey to Retention is near. I feel I am not prepared for the journey as I cant solve all problems. Nor can I solve problems quick enough.
I have to learn to present 2 choices, be confident and firm as I will be the end of the line. Jolene says Be Confident in giving recommendations and they will follow and stop looking for answers. I can apply my thinking to work but I feel at home I am trapped by my former superior. She was a friend once upon a time but because of many circumstances of putting blame on me too many a time and wraths of moodiness and anger have led me to believe we can't no longer be friends. Many times have I felt like a burden to many including her. This feeling of burdening others is a bout of self pity, unworthiness and low confidence. It is too much to continue. it is very much destroying to who I am.
Even choices that I make - like being late - are affecting others' perception of me and me thinks that I am selfish. Often times I struggle with it but who continues to make those errors I wonder ? it is only I to blame and seem to be destroying myself through it. We can be often damaging ourselves by making wrong choices when we least expect it. What can contribute to being confident and loving to oneself is discipline, practice and encouragement. One of my Resolutions to myself and this I promise to me is to be loving to myself and forgive others and myself often. Prayers and gratefulness is worth alot too.