FINALLY....
SO, I went one day (Friday, Feb 6th) to meet Sarah and help her out with her situation. She was kicked out by her Psycho-ass roomate. this 60-odd year old man, pilled-up and drunk and WAAAY too horny for his own good, flipped out on her at random, and threw her out. SO I met with her to help her move her stuff, and had asked a neighbor of mine to help with the transpotation half of it...this didnt suit well with my parents, who informed me at 930 pm that night that that was the last straw, and I was being shipped off to California to Stay With my uncle James. I was given 1.5 days notice on my actual flight (SUNDAY MORNING), to pack all my things I wanted to take with. I barely had time to contact ANYONE to let them know what the fuck was happening to me. I broke down emotionally like 8-fucking times out of sheer panic. Luckily, my Ass hole family decided to buy me some new clothes to get me a decent wardrobe again (which I haven't had in years), and Dulcimer was kind enough to show up at the airport to see me off. I never got to actually SPEAK with Staci to tell her what was going on, but left her some VERY emotional messages, mostly voice cracking as reality was setting in. I guess, I really wanted to meet her one last time to see if there was ANYTHING AT ALL she might want to say before I was (POTENTIALLY) gone forever. But alas my luck is NIL. As soon as I got here, I was really tense, and was having MAJOR trouble keeping up with my uncle's sense of humor, got "HOME",only to find that my computer was busted ALL TO FUCKING HELL during the flight, and is now not much more than scrap...at least the shiny new video card is ok. I'll just build a new bad-ass system from scratch again with some parts from the local "FRY's ELECTRONICS", which is convieniently located in a 10 minute walking distance. SO, in lew of my non-functining COMPY, I've been spending my days walking EVERYWHERE applying for work and such...I SWEAR the hourly pay rate is all cracked out compared to ARIZONA. The local "in n out" burger on the corner is paying out $9.50 to start (no exp)!!!!!!... DAMN!! So, I also applied at the car dealerships (keep in mind this is all within a VERY close proximity to the house. My uncle has a BMW he wants to sell me for ONLY $2000!!!!!!! its realy badass too! 5-speed stick, and everything, so as soon as I can afford it, I'll drive back to Scottsdale, bearing gifts for all those who will be willing to keep in conatact with me (glares at Aurora, and Seiryu)...
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ME
228 Florence st.
SunnyVale, CA. 94086
(408) 736-3026
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Be fore-warned that our answering achine is a generic robo-voice and all..
My new house...(THATS RIGHT I SAID MY NEW HOUSE) is pretty cool...two bedroom...lotsa space, my uncle is gonna show me how to host pics online properly, then you will all get to see me...pretty soon I'll have my high speed on CONSTANTLY, in which case my WEBCAM will ALWAYS be on, not to mention I'll post a link to where my pics will be hosted....
to check my webcam check the user name "Rafin_Sphuros" on yahoo! messenger, I'll make it auto-accept ALL requests to view it when its fully functioning, but dont hold ur breath's..it'll be awhile till THAT is up and underway.
In other news, Margo (my uncle's GF) is STILL HOTT! And WAAY too flirty, or so it seems...EXAMPLE:::
1) She makes a POINT of getting me drunk, and thoroughly so...
2) is REALLY interested in my hand sketches for their business logo they are working on....
3) wont stop touching me..(i.e. mussing up my hair when im drunk playing guitar in a cross-legged stance)....
4) sits WAAY too close to me when im drunk on the floor playing guitar....
5) talks waaayy too fondly of my playing abililty and how it "brings a very neccesary peace to the room's "atmosphere""
---------well, you get the point...
I think its just that shes USED to being very sexual by nature, and the business she's in ...She is the manager for several "Gold's Gym's" here in San Jose...actually, ALL of them...so yeah, in a business where image is very powerful, she dominates.....my uncle talks about how she atarting to annoy him by being too cozy, and clutchy, andnall that stuff...I defended her by saying I'd feel lucky if any chick was THAT strongly into me (its been awhile since that has happened, :::glaring at select ppl""")
They keep trying to hook me up with random chicks that they both know...and while their friends are hott, they are ppl that they have slept with (openly admitted), YES that is both JAMES, and MARGO alike, here...they are freaky like that...
ummm.. note sure what else to say...e-mail me everyone, or send me random shit to my mailbox(it'de be nice to actually recieve mail for once) or call me, I wont be able to call back (yet), but it'd be great to hear all ur voices coming home from work, exausted...it would really make this whole thing alot easier if I had someway of holding on to the life I had there..
I recently found out that my stay here, is supposed to be more long term than I thought (at least 6 months-1 year), we'll see, i guess...I'm not gonna lie, I love it here, I can actually breath again withough bleeding from the nose, my odd body-temperate problem is'nt causing me any trouble in this colder weather.....there are alot of ugly ppl, in this part of town, so I kinda stand out (ROFL)..theres a mall across the street behind my neighborhood.....however its being torn down for summer renovations..oh well....I had my first walk into a Target Store the other day (im banned cause of the theft thing last march..it really weird, it was converted from an old macy's that moved like to the other end of the mall, (still there)...so it a two-story target...(you cant imagine how weird it is)...it even features a special escalator to carry your shopping carts up stairs for you...this device runs along the regular escalator, like an extra lane kinda, but separated by the railing...so fukin weird..I'll post pics when I get them.....I'm gonna post pics of like ALL the cool shit I've been seeing here. it really is great to be back after 14 years to live for awhile...everybody is SOO DAMN NICE, by comparison...the weather is better...
NOTE TO MEGAX: Dont worry your travel gift is kept VERY safe on top of my desk, where is plays for me at select times for miserable reflection on all the precious friendships I've been torn away from, especially your...just when I thought we were becoming really close allies (for lack of a better word), all this shit, I still shed a tear every time I wind it up, just as I did walking away from your house that final day.
To my Dulcimer, Love you soo much, and am sorry were weren't afforded more time....
To "Marimic10": tragic was our time together, so long ago, but maybe in another life, when all things are equal (lol)...
To Seiryu: What you have become in all you time from me, I'll never know, but shall always miss the dragon I once knew, and remenicse on your old prom picture (the really hot-long-haired one), and still regret the things I did...tragic that while I would've given ANYTHING to protect you from the outside world, in all its cruelties, I couldn't protect you from who I was (for a time), but know that person is dead, all that is left is this shadow of your "Jean Michel", awaiting rebirth in the "next millenium" (as promised, by you)
To THe Penguin: Now being here makes visiting there EVEN MORE POSSIBLE than before...even if I cant make it there, I'll pay for you ticket to come to the convetion here, over in San francisco...
To Kayos: Buddy, buddy...lay off the fucking stress, or you'll be dead by 30, trust me..look at my dad, if you need a dose of reality on the effects of stress on the body...I'll be back on FFXI soon enough when I can, if you want to cancel my membership, thats fine, I understand....And sorry I wont be there in time to get a place when your house is sold, hopefully Psyco will have a job (LOL) by then to help out, and start taking like more seriously...BTW! I want the B.S> between you two RESOLVED by the time I come to visit in the next 2 months!!! NO ROOM FOR ARGUMENTS! JUST DO IT!!
TO Psyco Remorulocke: My leige, long hath been our decade of destruction, for now cometh the time of "laying low" as a great human once said.... Responsibilities to this life, even if it IS a shitty one, we must bide our time for now. THe rise of the Kamairuton Knights is close at hand, be assured.
To Aurora: WHAT THE FUCK happened to YOU!??!?! you come to me four months ago saying you want what we once had to mean something again, then re-appear out of thin air with the unfortunate news that in lew of you BULLSHIT excuse of wanting NO LONG TERM commitments in relationships, come to find you've been sharing an apt. woith your BF on 4 months now...WHAT?, didn't you think I was good enough, or were you just wanting to know you could have that peace of mind that you EVENTUALLY came around to "OWN UP" for what you did to me TIME-AND -TIME-AGAIN??!!?!?! KNow what?, I'm not through with you, and still have plenty to say to you face before I can truly BEGIN to forgive you, till that time consider what the fuck it is you want in your life and write me, with any ENLIGHTENTING wisdom you may have to bear, and feel free to drive out and visit me in San Jose...I'll have a bed ready and waiting at my house for you, if you come to RESOLVE things (not implying relationship)....and am welcome to stay for as long as you like...oh in case ur wondering, Itsa bunk bed......lol...(glare)
ummm...who's left???.....
TO "V" (you know who you are): ==ommited out of courtesy===
to ummm..MY FAMILY: FUCK YOU ALL, GOOD NIGHT!!!
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in closing... my uncle gave me this badass computer the other day ( a hand held)...it has a built in camera and USB 2.0 port and all...ALSO! a widescreen, screen...lol..its friggin awesome...but he didnt have the charger...its on e-bay for like $40 dollars if anyone wants to send me an awesome b-day gift... if I dont have a working desktop computer to post pics and shit, i'll use the portable one (the new one) to do all the webcam stuf, update journal, pics, etc...
the computer is a "Toshiba Libretto ff 1100-CT"
it was only released in japan..so it has all this kool fucking characters all over the keyboard....(in your face, mega, LOL)
if anyone actualy wants to get me the charger for it its listed as suppoting the models "100, and 110"..itsa typo on their part, but still correct......here's the link...
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3459067199&category=31517
if that doesnt work order it direct from toshiba:
product id: "Toshiba PA2501U w/Power Cord"
if they say its discontinued the replacement is locally available, called hte "MOBILITY UNIVERSAL" 90 watt model, btw, i think its made by toshiba, maybe targus...well, as long as the package says it supports the "Toshiba Libretto 110"...
any way...yeah.....im sleepy now there/s an hour difference here too, its really fucking me up.....I've been drinking these random health drinks to refresh my electrolytes (the last time I was in the hospital), and all this otherones, I feel encridibly energetic recently, but still kinda tweaked out, cause its all low-carb, high energy stuff...even the chocolate bars are purely healthy, and taste damn good....I'll send samples, or bring some with when I drive out there... THey are talking about me managing their store when they can afford all the legal paperwork to set it all up (it'll be called "Low-Carb Express"..so it'll be major moola for jonny..
umm...what else?.... I miss you all, even the ones I'm not too fond of....bye fir now...
and the moment of zen....
"give your body to me
give your body to me
give your body to me, only with me, can your body be free..."
----------"get me off"
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sorry for sll the typos..it is like 2 am at least now here...
=====================
ME
228 Florence st.
SunnyVale, CA. 94086
(408) 736-3026
=====================
Be fore-warned that our answering achine is a generic robo-voice and all..
My new house...(THATS RIGHT I SAID MY NEW HOUSE) is pretty cool...two bedroom...lotsa space, my uncle is gonna show me how to host pics online properly, then you will all get to see me...pretty soon I'll have my high speed on CONSTANTLY, in which case my WEBCAM will ALWAYS be on, not to mention I'll post a link to where my pics will be hosted....
to check my webcam check the user name "Rafin_Sphuros" on yahoo! messenger, I'll make it auto-accept ALL requests to view it when its fully functioning, but dont hold ur breath's..it'll be awhile till THAT is up and underway.
In other news, Margo (my uncle's GF) is STILL HOTT! And WAAY too flirty, or so it seems...EXAMPLE:::
1) She makes a POINT of getting me drunk, and thoroughly so...
2) is REALLY interested in my hand sketches for their business logo they are working on....
3) wont stop touching me..(i.e. mussing up my hair when im drunk playing guitar in a cross-legged stance)....
4) sits WAAY too close to me when im drunk on the floor playing guitar....
5) talks waaayy too fondly of my playing abililty and how it "brings a very neccesary peace to the room's "atmosphere""
---------well, you get the point...
I think its just that shes USED to being very sexual by nature, and the business she's in ...She is the manager for several "Gold's Gym's" here in San Jose...actually, ALL of them...so yeah, in a business where image is very powerful, she dominates.....my uncle talks about how she atarting to annoy him by being too cozy, and clutchy, andnall that stuff...I defended her by saying I'd feel lucky if any chick was THAT strongly into me (its been awhile since that has happened, :::glaring at select ppl""")
They keep trying to hook me up with random chicks that they both know...and while their friends are hott, they are ppl that they have slept with (openly admitted), YES that is both JAMES, and MARGO alike, here...they are freaky like that...
ummm.. note sure what else to say...e-mail me everyone, or send me random shit to my mailbox(it'de be nice to actually recieve mail for once) or call me, I wont be able to call back (yet), but it'd be great to hear all ur voices coming home from work, exausted...it would really make this whole thing alot easier if I had someway of holding on to the life I had there..
I recently found out that my stay here, is supposed to be more long term than I thought (at least 6 months-1 year), we'll see, i guess...I'm not gonna lie, I love it here, I can actually breath again withough bleeding from the nose, my odd body-temperate problem is'nt causing me any trouble in this colder weather.....there are alot of ugly ppl, in this part of town, so I kinda stand out (ROFL)..theres a mall across the street behind my neighborhood.....however its being torn down for summer renovations..oh well....I had my first walk into a Target Store the other day (im banned cause of the theft thing last march..it really weird, it was converted from an old macy's that moved like to the other end of the mall, (still there)...so it a two-story target...(you cant imagine how weird it is)...it even features a special escalator to carry your shopping carts up stairs for you...this device runs along the regular escalator, like an extra lane kinda, but separated by the railing...so fukin weird..I'll post pics when I get them.....I'm gonna post pics of like ALL the cool shit I've been seeing here. it really is great to be back after 14 years to live for awhile...everybody is SOO DAMN NICE, by comparison...the weather is better...
NOTE TO MEGAX: Dont worry your travel gift is kept VERY safe on top of my desk, where is plays for me at select times for miserable reflection on all the precious friendships I've been torn away from, especially your...just when I thought we were becoming really close allies (for lack of a better word), all this shit, I still shed a tear every time I wind it up, just as I did walking away from your house that final day.
To my Dulcimer, Love you soo much, and am sorry were weren't afforded more time....
To "Marimic10": tragic was our time together, so long ago, but maybe in another life, when all things are equal (lol)...
To Seiryu: What you have become in all you time from me, I'll never know, but shall always miss the dragon I once knew, and remenicse on your old prom picture (the really hot-long-haired one), and still regret the things I did...tragic that while I would've given ANYTHING to protect you from the outside world, in all its cruelties, I couldn't protect you from who I was (for a time), but know that person is dead, all that is left is this shadow of your "Jean Michel", awaiting rebirth in the "next millenium" (as promised, by you)
To THe Penguin: Now being here makes visiting there EVEN MORE POSSIBLE than before...even if I cant make it there, I'll pay for you ticket to come to the convetion here, over in San francisco...
To Kayos: Buddy, buddy...lay off the fucking stress, or you'll be dead by 30, trust me..look at my dad, if you need a dose of reality on the effects of stress on the body...I'll be back on FFXI soon enough when I can, if you want to cancel my membership, thats fine, I understand....And sorry I wont be there in time to get a place when your house is sold, hopefully Psyco will have a job (LOL) by then to help out, and start taking like more seriously...BTW! I want the B.S> between you two RESOLVED by the time I come to visit in the next 2 months!!! NO ROOM FOR ARGUMENTS! JUST DO IT!!
TO Psyco Remorulocke: My leige, long hath been our decade of destruction, for now cometh the time of "laying low" as a great human once said.... Responsibilities to this life, even if it IS a shitty one, we must bide our time for now. THe rise of the Kamairuton Knights is close at hand, be assured.
To Aurora: WHAT THE FUCK happened to YOU!??!?! you come to me four months ago saying you want what we once had to mean something again, then re-appear out of thin air with the unfortunate news that in lew of you BULLSHIT excuse of wanting NO LONG TERM commitments in relationships, come to find you've been sharing an apt. woith your BF on 4 months now...WHAT?, didn't you think I was good enough, or were you just wanting to know you could have that peace of mind that you EVENTUALLY came around to "OWN UP" for what you did to me TIME-AND -TIME-AGAIN??!!?!?! KNow what?, I'm not through with you, and still have plenty to say to you face before I can truly BEGIN to forgive you, till that time consider what the fuck it is you want in your life and write me, with any ENLIGHTENTING wisdom you may have to bear, and feel free to drive out and visit me in San Jose...I'll have a bed ready and waiting at my house for you, if you come to RESOLVE things (not implying relationship)....and am welcome to stay for as long as you like...oh in case ur wondering, Itsa bunk bed......lol...(glare)
ummm...who's left???.....
TO "V" (you know who you are): ==ommited out of courtesy===
to ummm..MY FAMILY: FUCK YOU ALL, GOOD NIGHT!!!
====================================================
in closing... my uncle gave me this badass computer the other day ( a hand held)...it has a built in camera and USB 2.0 port and all...ALSO! a widescreen, screen...lol..its friggin awesome...but he didnt have the charger...its on e-bay for like $40 dollars if anyone wants to send me an awesome b-day gift... if I dont have a working desktop computer to post pics and shit, i'll use the portable one (the new one) to do all the webcam stuf, update journal, pics, etc...
the computer is a "Toshiba Libretto ff 1100-CT"
it was only released in japan..so it has all this kool fucking characters all over the keyboard....(in your face, mega, LOL)
if anyone actualy wants to get me the charger for it its listed as suppoting the models "100, and 110"..itsa typo on their part, but still correct......here's the link...
http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=3459067199&category=31517
if that doesnt work order it direct from toshiba:
product id: "Toshiba PA2501U w/Power Cord"
if they say its discontinued the replacement is locally available, called hte "MOBILITY UNIVERSAL" 90 watt model, btw, i think its made by toshiba, maybe targus...well, as long as the package says it supports the "Toshiba Libretto 110"...
any way...yeah.....im sleepy now there/s an hour difference here too, its really fucking me up.....I've been drinking these random health drinks to refresh my electrolytes (the last time I was in the hospital), and all this otherones, I feel encridibly energetic recently, but still kinda tweaked out, cause its all low-carb, high energy stuff...even the chocolate bars are purely healthy, and taste damn good....I'll send samples, or bring some with when I drive out there... THey are talking about me managing their store when they can afford all the legal paperwork to set it all up (it'll be called "Low-Carb Express"..so it'll be major moola for jonny..
umm...what else?.... I miss you all, even the ones I'm not too fond of....bye fir now...
and the moment of zen....
"give your body to me
give your body to me
give your body to me, only with me, can your body be free..."
----------"get me off"
======
sorry for sll the typos..it is like 2 am at least now here...