I haven't forgotten that I have LJ, okay! :D
Uhhh..just to not let my journal stay stagnant for too long.. This is nonsense though, please ignore
I'm trying to escape my busy world for a while by reading a few fics here and there and I had the urge to post my favorite FB status for the past year:)) (I'm conceited, I know)
And Happy Birthday to nikuta I miss you Nin-nin nee-chan! It feels like it's just yesterday when you had your debut, and now you're 19 already! Time flies! I hope you're always happy and healthy! I'm always here for you! :))
those with * are not mine, I got them from either a song or a book. The rest are mine though.
One time while riding the train home, I realized something important. Holding onto the railing was my red numb hand, holding so tight that I had to let go even before reaching my destination because it already hurts so much. Just like holding onto someone important so hard that you start hurting yourself, you will one day find yourself letting go even if you know you might tumble down without him.
I remembered something I realized way back when I was in High School.. I was so fascinated with Seven Days' love story that I reread it over and over again..that's when I realized that Shino Yuzuru's personality and mine are the same. That's a little sad though..because I don't even know if there is a Seryou Touji existing in this world.
You cannot hate something in the first place if you don't feel something for it.
It's easy to find people who can laugh and play with you, but it is rare to have a friend who can open his/her problems, frustrations, and insecurities to you and show you the best and worst that there is...because with that barrier of self-insecurity and mistrust gone, that someone will face life head on forever with you.
“Rumors can destroy relationships, that is not impossible but it is unlikely worthy to waste something nice for something so stupid.”
Being funny is different from being rude. If you try to be funny by being rude, then you're not being funny at all.
But let's not be blind. What you saw your friend doing to you, you are actually doing it right now too.
*Nothing showed a person's true breeding better than how they reacted to unexpected situations.
That moment I stepped out of the church, I bid you goodbye in a peculiar manner that you didn't even think that I'm finally letting you go.
*"It is easy to be on good terms with 40 people, but one person..If you want to have just one special friend..that's really hard."
Is it bad to ask God to stop my feelings, because I couldn't stop them myself?
You promised me that you will be the first one to remind me when I start to change, and since I don't want you to reprimand me and I promised too that I will not change, I did my best to stay the way you want me...or are all these promises just a one-sided illusion?
You acting like that just made it all harder for me to forget.
You make me so happy for a second, so happy that I feel like flying and then next you would suddenly drop the bomb and throw me back to the ground. Stop doing that to me, will you?
*I'm gonna have it all. You AND my dream. I'm not gonna sacrifice either.
*"They say that seven days is enough for a dream, but for me seven days is enough to fall in love."
*Perhaps I'm a little lonely,
You feel somewhat more distant than usual.
She said, “you're so good at masking your real self that you could even hide an illness with a smile.” It's not hypocrisy, I'm just trying to be polite.
I saw you staring at me asking for something I cannot give.
*“Why do you follow me when I run away, even though you run away when I follow?”-HRE
SOME people often fail to notice that they have some things that others do not have. They fail to notice that what they call trash meant so much to other people. They fail to reciprocate the love that was offered to them freely. And they fail to appreciate easy presence and easy blessings. I just wish that it's not always like that though. -__-
I don't think that I should be the only one threading on this thin rope. I could reach my own limit too and snap at you, you know. Just saying though. and my back hurts terribly by the way.
Back to the hilarity of my life. Bye! :D
I'm trying to escape my busy world for a while by reading a few fics here and there and I had the urge to post my favorite FB status for the past year:)) (I'm conceited, I know)
And Happy Birthday to nikuta I miss you Nin-nin nee-chan! It feels like it's just yesterday when you had your debut, and now you're 19 already! Time flies! I hope you're always happy and healthy! I'm always here for you! :))
those with * are not mine, I got them from either a song or a book. The rest are mine though.
One time while riding the train home, I realized something important. Holding onto the railing was my red numb hand, holding so tight that I had to let go even before reaching my destination because it already hurts so much. Just like holding onto someone important so hard that you start hurting yourself, you will one day find yourself letting go even if you know you might tumble down without him.
I remembered something I realized way back when I was in High School.. I was so fascinated with Seven Days' love story that I reread it over and over again..that's when I realized that Shino Yuzuru's personality and mine are the same. That's a little sad though..because I don't even know if there is a Seryou Touji existing in this world.
You cannot hate something in the first place if you don't feel something for it.
It's easy to find people who can laugh and play with you, but it is rare to have a friend who can open his/her problems, frustrations, and insecurities to you and show you the best and worst that there is...because with that barrier of self-insecurity and mistrust gone, that someone will face life head on forever with you.
“Rumors can destroy relationships, that is not impossible but it is unlikely worthy to waste something nice for something so stupid.”
Being funny is different from being rude. If you try to be funny by being rude, then you're not being funny at all.
But let's not be blind. What you saw your friend doing to you, you are actually doing it right now too.
*Nothing showed a person's true breeding better than how they reacted to unexpected situations.
That moment I stepped out of the church, I bid you goodbye in a peculiar manner that you didn't even think that I'm finally letting you go.
*"It is easy to be on good terms with 40 people, but one person..If you want to have just one special friend..that's really hard."
Is it bad to ask God to stop my feelings, because I couldn't stop them myself?
You promised me that you will be the first one to remind me when I start to change, and since I don't want you to reprimand me and I promised too that I will not change, I did my best to stay the way you want me...or are all these promises just a one-sided illusion?
You acting like that just made it all harder for me to forget.
You make me so happy for a second, so happy that I feel like flying and then next you would suddenly drop the bomb and throw me back to the ground. Stop doing that to me, will you?
*I'm gonna have it all. You AND my dream. I'm not gonna sacrifice either.
*"They say that seven days is enough for a dream, but for me seven days is enough to fall in love."
*Perhaps I'm a little lonely,
You feel somewhat more distant than usual.
She said, “you're so good at masking your real self that you could even hide an illness with a smile.” It's not hypocrisy, I'm just trying to be polite.
I saw you staring at me asking for something I cannot give.
*“Why do you follow me when I run away, even though you run away when I follow?”-HRE
SOME people often fail to notice that they have some things that others do not have. They fail to notice that what they call trash meant so much to other people. They fail to reciprocate the love that was offered to them freely. And they fail to appreciate easy presence and easy blessings. I just wish that it's not always like that though. -__-
I don't think that I should be the only one threading on this thin rope. I could reach my own limit too and snap at you, you know. Just saying though. and my back hurts terribly by the way.
Back to the hilarity of my life. Bye! :D