when love turns to pain
Title: When love turns to pain
Prompt: 065. Grip
Pairing/Characters: Donghae- centric, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Word count: 526
A/N: for 100 SuJu fic challange :)
DongHae wants to grasp the feeling before it fades. Because every time he closes his eyes and dreams, more than about nothing, and every time he sees him, it makes him warmer just by the sight, and corners of his lips lifts up so easily.
Watching Eunhyuk to DongHae meant a little more time spend sitting and staring into space how other members thinks, but he knows better what he was doing. He follows his every move. DongHae knows that Eunhyuk notices something, but DongHae says nothing in that matter since he may just ruin what’s already between them.
There are roses and piece of cake on a plate, served for him, how the note besides it said. DongHae thinks that it is Eunhyuk who did that. He is wrong, hardly wrong, because when he comes to him to say thank you, Eunhyuk looks utterly surprised and says that it wasn’t him. At that time DongHae simply shakes his head in confusion, and puts that matter aside, and spends more time talking with Eunhyuk.
DongHae isn’t selfish or possessive so he doesn’t try to ruin what was slowly changing between Eunhyuk and Sungmin. He doesn’t notice that he was losing… losing his love to someone else. DongHae would have fought, if he had been more knowing about the situation, if he had seen those sights, got those hints.
Now there is a bit more of loneliness accompanying him and HeeChul’s cat since his master is angry at something again, and he fights back a wish to shout out loud or cry, or do both at once. A few minutes ago he had faced a fact that Eunhyuk and Sungmin was together like for real. They both said so and looked so happy also.
And he thought love was something sweet and caring, gentle, but he was wrong, oh so wrong because he is able to tear his heart apart, make it bleed from inside, and hurt in ways he never thought anyone was able to. But he still smiles even with his whole world falling apart, even when there is no one besides to catch him falling.
But Kyuhyun is there. He smiles, and gives him a hug, and tells that everything will be right. His voice sounds broken and sad, with traces of something DongHae can’t really name; listening to his soothing words and sobs that break through his own mouth. DongHae doesn’t ask how he knows and let be calmed down and hugged, touched until he panics that Kyuhyun is too close and that he is letting himself to be so weak in front of him.
He runs away and locks himself in his room until the next morning, despite of what others are about to say or notice. He needs a time for himself.
He takes a grip on himself once again when crying and lonely night is over and places a smile on his lips and pretends nothing wrong when nothing is even slightly right in his world.
And when he goes someone watches over him to catch, hold and protect him whatever happens since it hurts him more than it hurts DongHae.
Prompt: 065. Grip
Pairing/Characters: Donghae- centric, Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Word count: 526
A/N: for 100 SuJu fic challange :)
DongHae wants to grasp the feeling before it fades. Because every time he closes his eyes and dreams, more than about nothing, and every time he sees him, it makes him warmer just by the sight, and corners of his lips lifts up so easily.
Watching Eunhyuk to DongHae meant a little more time spend sitting and staring into space how other members thinks, but he knows better what he was doing. He follows his every move. DongHae knows that Eunhyuk notices something, but DongHae says nothing in that matter since he may just ruin what’s already between them.
There are roses and piece of cake on a plate, served for him, how the note besides it said. DongHae thinks that it is Eunhyuk who did that. He is wrong, hardly wrong, because when he comes to him to say thank you, Eunhyuk looks utterly surprised and says that it wasn’t him. At that time DongHae simply shakes his head in confusion, and puts that matter aside, and spends more time talking with Eunhyuk.
DongHae isn’t selfish or possessive so he doesn’t try to ruin what was slowly changing between Eunhyuk and Sungmin. He doesn’t notice that he was losing… losing his love to someone else. DongHae would have fought, if he had been more knowing about the situation, if he had seen those sights, got those hints.
Now there is a bit more of loneliness accompanying him and HeeChul’s cat since his master is angry at something again, and he fights back a wish to shout out loud or cry, or do both at once. A few minutes ago he had faced a fact that Eunhyuk and Sungmin was together like for real. They both said so and looked so happy also.
And he thought love was something sweet and caring, gentle, but he was wrong, oh so wrong because he is able to tear his heart apart, make it bleed from inside, and hurt in ways he never thought anyone was able to. But he still smiles even with his whole world falling apart, even when there is no one besides to catch him falling.
But Kyuhyun is there. He smiles, and gives him a hug, and tells that everything will be right. His voice sounds broken and sad, with traces of something DongHae can’t really name; listening to his soothing words and sobs that break through his own mouth. DongHae doesn’t ask how he knows and let be calmed down and hugged, touched until he panics that Kyuhyun is too close and that he is letting himself to be so weak in front of him.
He runs away and locks himself in his room until the next morning, despite of what others are about to say or notice. He needs a time for himself.
He takes a grip on himself once again when crying and lonely night is over and places a smile on his lips and pretends nothing wrong when nothing is even slightly right in his world.
And when he goes someone watches over him to catch, hold and protect him whatever happens since it hurts him more than it hurts DongHae.