Oct 01, 2007 10:21
so i just woke up from a terrible nightmare. I hadn't had one in a while, but this one was pretty demented. Let me walk you through it. I first joined a facebook group for GG Allin. (GG Allin was a musician, that was known for defecating and urinating onstage, rolling in excrement, committing self-injury, performing naked, and just being a violent person) Anyways, back to the dream, so i joined this facebook group, and i saw that they were having a meeting, so i decided to go to it. It was at GG Allin's house (which doesn't make sense because he's dead) but GG was there. Up until this point, the dream seemed pretty normal, but here's where it takes a turn for the worse. GG Allin and his friends started to get violent, punching each other and doing other random stuff. Then they turn to me. All of their eyes are looking over my body. They start to walk towards me, i tried to run away, but they tackled me before i could get to the door. Next they hang me up by my collar on a door, and from that point on they pretty much just torture me. I remember them punching me a lot, but the thing i remember most is them taking out an x-acto knife and cutting my eyebrows off, skin and all. They also just cut me random places on my body. But somehow, i ended up with a razor in my hand, and i sliced 2 of their throats and got down and ran away. but they chased me, and i tried hiding in all these different places around town, but they always caught up with me. The last thing I remember was GG standing over me, blood running down his neck, and he said, "You are going to die soon, and it is not going to be pleasant." At that point, as he was reaching down to grab me, my alarm went off.
Now what am I supposed to make of this dream? Is it strange that i have such violent dreams? I think it is... It's sort of depressing that my mind can come up with this stuff. Tom Waits once said in a song that you are innocent when you dream. I don't feel very innocent right now.