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YOU GUYS THE YEAR IS ENDING AND WE DIDN'T DIE.
Which is why I thought I should do a self-evaluation of the whole year basically as a sort of reflection? 2012 was a great year for me, and probably the best in a long while. For the first time in a looooong time, I wanted to go to school and not just because of my friends. And for the first time in a while, I've actually enjoyed my CCA (#achievementunlocked???) BEFORE THIS TURNS INTO A RAMBLING PARAGRAPH LEMME WRITE DOWN THE SUWAI LIST OF THE YEAR
1. SO. AFTER. NEARLY. 4 YEARS. I've stopped pining over a socially awkward penguin \o/ you know this makes me waaaaay happier than I ever thought it could make me. Hell yes I would still watch her play soccer but that's because she plays it well. But other than that, I'm pretty damn happy she's out of my life WOOOOOO
2. CRICKET. This year was filled with cricket aka it was a great year. I love cricket. I really want to do something related to cricket in my life. Which leads me to ...
3. I FINALLY KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. Well, somewhat. At least I'm not lost and dying and looking for a rich husband. (The third point still kinda maybe applies).
4. Dude I really hate lit man. For a good half of the year, I had wanted to take H3 and then now I'm just what in the bloody hell was I thinking. Genuinely speaking, I hate the work I'm doing in school but I love lit and history. Wow, good job phrasing that out, Su Wai. Ok basically, I really hate the coursework and the overanalytical view they take on the subjects. As in for history, they go crazy deep like psychology INTO THE BRAINS OF HITLER deep. Which isn't what I like. But in terms of the course syllabus, I'm enjoying it. But seriously, ain't gonna major in Histo OR Lit.
5. I really hate overanalytical shit. Maybe the damn curtains are blue because THE POET COULDN'T FIND ANY OTHER DAMN COLOUR. Not because he's sad.
6. I'm bloody damn good at cheering. And surviving on 3 hours of sleep without coffee.
7. This point is a bit strange but I found myself to be fiercely ... righteous??? Like, I am not going to take shit from you if I think you are in the wrong. And if I'm in the wrong ... hell, I'm still not going to take shit from you. Ok, to rephrase it, I found myself to be a righteous bitch. And I really like it. It's nice to point out people's mistakes and people's stereotypes and just generally throw their shit back in their face. Heck, I'm fighting with teachers nowadays.
8. This holiday has proved to me that I'm actually pretty happy wiht who I am and my life rn. Which is fab.
9. I do not give a shit about grades. Because they do not affect my life. Sounds a bit cliche but I realise that I literally couldn't be bothered to give a fuck about where my standings were and who was smarter than me because, well, back to number 8 isn't it? I'm having a lot of fun just living my life and not trying to live someone else's expectations.
Yeah, I think that was the best way to sum up the year. It's been a selfish year because as you noticed, all the points are basically about how fab I am. But this year's been great, and I hope this carries on to the next as well.
Which is why I thought I should do a self-evaluation of the whole year basically as a sort of reflection? 2012 was a great year for me, and probably the best in a long while. For the first time in a looooong time, I wanted to go to school and not just because of my friends. And for the first time in a while, I've actually enjoyed my CCA (#achievementunlocked???) BEFORE THIS TURNS INTO A RAMBLING PARAGRAPH LEMME WRITE DOWN THE SUWAI LIST OF THE YEAR
1. SO. AFTER. NEARLY. 4 YEARS. I've stopped pining over a socially awkward penguin \o/ you know this makes me waaaaay happier than I ever thought it could make me. Hell yes I would still watch her play soccer but that's because she plays it well. But other than that, I'm pretty damn happy she's out of my life WOOOOOO
2. CRICKET. This year was filled with cricket aka it was a great year. I love cricket. I really want to do something related to cricket in my life. Which leads me to ...
3. I FINALLY KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. Well, somewhat. At least I'm not lost and dying and looking for a rich husband. (The third point still kinda maybe applies).
4. Dude I really hate lit man. For a good half of the year, I had wanted to take H3 and then now I'm just what in the bloody hell was I thinking. Genuinely speaking, I hate the work I'm doing in school but I love lit and history. Wow, good job phrasing that out, Su Wai. Ok basically, I really hate the coursework and the overanalytical view they take on the subjects. As in for history, they go crazy deep like psychology INTO THE BRAINS OF HITLER deep. Which isn't what I like. But in terms of the course syllabus, I'm enjoying it. But seriously, ain't gonna major in Histo OR Lit.
5. I really hate overanalytical shit. Maybe the damn curtains are blue because THE POET COULDN'T FIND ANY OTHER DAMN COLOUR. Not because he's sad.
6. I'm bloody damn good at cheering. And surviving on 3 hours of sleep without coffee.
7. This point is a bit strange but I found myself to be fiercely ... righteous??? Like, I am not going to take shit from you if I think you are in the wrong. And if I'm in the wrong ... hell, I'm still not going to take shit from you. Ok, to rephrase it, I found myself to be a righteous bitch. And I really like it. It's nice to point out people's mistakes and people's stereotypes and just generally throw their shit back in their face. Heck, I'm fighting with teachers nowadays.
8. This holiday has proved to me that I'm actually pretty happy wiht who I am and my life rn. Which is fab.
9. I do not give a shit about grades. Because they do not affect my life. Sounds a bit cliche but I realise that I literally couldn't be bothered to give a fuck about where my standings were and who was smarter than me because, well, back to number 8 isn't it? I'm having a lot of fun just living my life and not trying to live someone else's expectations.
Yeah, I think that was the best way to sum up the year. It's been a selfish year because as you noticed, all the points are basically about how fab I am. But this year's been great, and I hope this carries on to the next as well.