Nov 01, 2005 23:53
ill forgive them if they nag at me non-stop. ill forgive them if they curse me to death. ill forgive them even if they brand me as a good-for-nothing-careless-idiot. but them sentencing me to not having a cellphone for a month is UNFORGIVABLE.
i tried all the the peace negotations possible. during our round table discussions, i was the one who compromised a lot. i offered them the 2500 im going to get from the faculty of arts and letters. i offered them my lifetime savings that i haven't touched for two years now (and that's quite a reasonable amount). i even offered them to cut my modicum allowance in half for crying out loud!
seeing that they can't be convinced through peaceful process, i decided to retaliate. im not speaking to anyone on this god forsaken house. im not going out of my room unless its time to eat.
but still, it has no effect on my stone-hearted folks.
don't my parents realize that cellphone nowadays is no longer a luxury, it's a NECCESSITY!
i know this sounds shallow, but i miss the excitement of receiving a text message. the way the screen of my desktop shook whenever there's an incoming sms or call. i miss taking pictures of myself. those text messsages from friends (some of which ive been keeping for more than a year).
im always like this whenever a misfortune crosses my path. it takes a long time before it sinks into my thoughts.