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My friend died this morning and I am really really sad.
I should've gone to see him in the hospital this weekend but I thought he would be okay. I didn't think it was a big deal at all. My mother was telling me how she wanted me to date him because he is such a nice boy. I feel like shit.
I also found out yesterday that my grandmother died last summer and my dad just told my mother two nights ago, while he was drunk, because he felt bad for not telling us when it happened so that we couldn't go to the funeral.
I should've gone to see him in the hospital this weekend but I thought he would be okay. I didn't think it was a big deal at all. My mother was telling me how she wanted me to date him because he is such a nice boy. I feel like shit.
I also found out yesterday that my grandmother died last summer and my dad just told my mother two nights ago, while he was drunk, because he felt bad for not telling us when it happened so that we couldn't go to the funeral.