random thougts
I juste spent a part of the afternoon reading the wonderful and best written fic from scribbulus_ink "The Way of The World" that you can find here, and well, it's done my day. And what an awful day it was, btw. I mean, before I read this. And it's a Lupin/Snape, for heaven' sake! I finally read a fic with this couple that I absolutely love. Not one word of this is too much, or too less. It's truly perfect, and what a praise it is, coming from me. I soooo love scribbulus' Remus. He's everything I've imagined, and god knows it's very hard to write about this character, since J.K. Rowling hasn't exactly been wordy about him. As for her Snape, well, he's as good, if not better. I so love this fic, I just wish I had more time so I could read it all over again. The worst is, I didn't MEAM to read it at all. I just wanted to save it for later. I meant to learn my kanji and make my japanese translations for school before that (since I was too lazy to wake up and go to school, and was feeling like shit this morning.)
I'm a bit sorry about asking (begging would be an even word) obsceneblue to come to class early so I could talk to her (she's such a good disctraction from homework), and I didn't come at all. Maybe she didn't come, so my guilt hasn't pop up yet. But I feel a bit guilty about missing a day of school. Oh no, shouldn't be thinking that. I'm not, I'm not I'm not. To say the very truth, I was not feeling well, and knowing I would be spending mu afternoon alone when the others would be having fun somewhere else, it made me a bit envious, so I thought 'have better not seeing them today'. I don't want to wonder why I act this way. I don't turn msn, cause I absolutely don't wish to speak to anyone but myself.
I'll post a review to bloodyscary's new chapter tonight, after I'd done and printed this CV that I hope to turn it to various interim job searchers (have no idea what it's called in english so well...) tomorrow. I need a job, or I'll end up crazy and entirely filled up with guilt. It's not something I look forward to.
I have NO food left in the appartment. Time to go out and actually *buy* something. But I just wish I could live without eating. It'd save money, and I could freely buy a new manga or book. Why is food so necessary to human beings, uh??
Damn, I'm angry that Sonia isn't available on saturday, because I wanted to invite the girls to play a game and just hand around. Next week is out of question, since it's the Eve Of Destiny concert, and after that, I'm going back to my parents' (with no internet too. TISCALI have yet to answer our email.. shit heads!!!!! I hate internet providers!!! graa!!)
Have to leave the computer, at once!! >.< damn addiction.
PS : Oh!! MTV2 is now broadcasting HAPPY TREE FRIENDS, so... can I hug someone?? that makes me kinda... yeah... ecstatic.
I'm a bit sorry about asking (begging would be an even word) obsceneblue to come to class early so I could talk to her (she's such a good disctraction from homework), and I didn't come at all. Maybe she didn't come, so my guilt hasn't pop up yet. But I feel a bit guilty about missing a day of school. Oh no, shouldn't be thinking that. I'm not, I'm not I'm not. To say the very truth, I was not feeling well, and knowing I would be spending mu afternoon alone when the others would be having fun somewhere else, it made me a bit envious, so I thought 'have better not seeing them today'. I don't want to wonder why I act this way. I don't turn msn, cause I absolutely don't wish to speak to anyone but myself.
I'll post a review to bloodyscary's new chapter tonight, after I'd done and printed this CV that I hope to turn it to various interim job searchers (have no idea what it's called in english so well...) tomorrow. I need a job, or I'll end up crazy and entirely filled up with guilt. It's not something I look forward to.
I have NO food left in the appartment. Time to go out and actually *buy* something. But I just wish I could live without eating. It'd save money, and I could freely buy a new manga or book. Why is food so necessary to human beings, uh??
Damn, I'm angry that Sonia isn't available on saturday, because I wanted to invite the girls to play a game and just hand around. Next week is out of question, since it's the Eve Of Destiny concert, and after that, I'm going back to my parents' (with no internet too. TISCALI have yet to answer our email.. shit heads!!!!! I hate internet providers!!! graa!!)
Have to leave the computer, at once!! >.< damn addiction.
PS : Oh!! MTV2 is now broadcasting HAPPY TREE FRIENDS, so... can I hug someone?? that makes me kinda... yeah... ecstatic.